haiz..i dunno wat wrong wif mi those few days,no mood to do anithing..im nt sure is it bcos of u..do u affect mi so much? i hav no ideas too..sometime i feel regret..wat i had done is worth it nt..do u understand how i feel rite now?

Sometime u treat mi gd and sometime nt..do u noe it make mi feel miserable..i keep asking myself wat m i doin but i still cant get an ans. Since i stepped out my 1st move and hope i can continue wif it...do hope u can notice it too.

I noe i had been asking too much but since u fulfilled all the things i want, im satisfied wif it. Although the distance between us is getting far and far but i still hope we can still be like last time and u r still the one i know but nowaday i had been thinking..y m i so foolish n stupid? had been doin such stupid things..wat wrong wif mi? it wasnt mi that time? i wldnt do such things for such person..but.............................

y mus i treat u so gd..u dun seen to care abt mi..wat the reason for mi to treat u so gd? wat will i get in return? i guess its really time for mi to wake up and stop doin this type of childish,silly, foolish and stupid things for u..I think i shldnt live in my dream. i will nt be the crazy n silly person that u noe..i wan to be myself..i dun wan to fall into it deeper & deeper.

Perhaps i shldnt state the conclusion so early..i shall giv u another chance bah