Didn’t post for almost 1 week plus as I was preparing for my term test. After chengxi’s gathering that day, I didn’t step out of my house for almost 1 week because had been locking myself at home to study for supply chain.

This week

Recently my brother addicted to facebook and youtube too so that means I have to cut down on my time spends on the computer and my mum don't like me to play computer during night time so I can only play during afternoon time. Sian but sometimes, i will still play during night..haha

Just now watched the"Buffet Buffet" show and saw the waffle, actually quite cheap 8.80 for adult and there's alot of variety to choose from. The most that capture my eyes was the durian waffle. Must find one day to go try it but I didnt notice where the place is, only saw what singapore post. But never mind because I got record it down. I don't really like waffle in the 1st place but now I guess I'm addicted to it.

My mum said very admire on me, can sleep at so late hour. And I was thinking 2am plus = late? Compare to others, I'm ealry. Mine is just small case..LOL

Last Week

Wednesday: This day was like a hell to me because got paper the next day and was very stressed. Whoever talks to me will sure get scolded. Wake up early to study but in the end ended up with flu, headache and itchy hand and leg because got bitten by don’t know what insects and was itchy until I can’t concentrate. Plus the noise from the renovation really can’t stand it so I switch on my music player and on to the higher volume but doesn’t seem to work.

Thursday: This was the day that I finish my term test. Went to school 1 hr early because my house there was having lift upgrading so was very noisy until I can’t stand it. After the paper, went to eat have lunch with my classmates and I try something new which I never had before which is I tried the lasagnas at IT school. Normally I were always have liang dou fu. For the taste of lasagnas is quite ok but not really like it because the cheese was quite strong. After lunch, they plan to watch movies at Orchard but I don’t really like to watch movies so didn’t join them plus was raining heavily, so I went to Toa Payoh interchange to check the price for the printing of t-shirt and reached home at around 530pm.

Friday: start doing research for my supply chain project. Really don’t like supply chain this module. This module is so tough to understand and so many things to do. Need to write 15 pages of report, where got so many things to write about, so need to do more research and now I only done 1/3 of 1 page..haiz

Sunday: Overslept and woke up at 11.20am. Actually should wake up at 11am to watch channel 8 双响炮 but due to my hand phone no battery so the alarm did not ring. Then at 1330pm, I went to sleep again until 1600pm. actually no habits of taking afternoon nap because was having bad headache.

I start to feel that I am getting farther and farther from you all. Those that interest you do not interest me. I feel that I’m being left out. Is that the matter of age gap? I’m trying my best to save it but it don’t seem to work. I know I might be selfish some time but can’t help as I’m just protecting myself. Is having good hygienic habits a crime, I know you all might treat me as a weirdo or whatever but I wouldn’t care of what you all think, and I just want to be myself. Crazy for idols is not a crime too. Don’t give me that type of look, ok? When there’s something, why am I always the last person to know about it? Did you all think of me before? Do you know how I feel? Where do I stand? I just hate this feeling. I didn’t say it in front of you all is because I care for you all, so keeping silent is what I can do now. Knowing one and other for very long time doesn’t mean I know you well plus a person does change too. So how much I understand you, there’s still no point in it. (请不要对号入座)

I’m so silly and stupid, why I always believe what you said and accidentally let you know my secret. I know you must have told others about it too. Being so over sensitive, I have no choice too. I just can’t help it. Whatever actions from you, I will tend to think a lot. I really don’t know what should I do?

Having holiday now but it seems like no different, still need to do project. Want look for temporary job but only 2 weeks, where got job plus still got project meeting but until now still don’t know when they want meet so time very hard to say. No job, my pocket is so tight. Spent a lot of $ on this and last month, plus still got hand phone and Internet bill need to pay. Not only those still got other expense. Haiz

Just finish watching the last ep of 黑糖群俠傳. No more xiaoyu 楚流香..haiz

PS: 求人不如求己