I'm such a failure. Thinking back and realized I didn't really achieve any big achievement in my whole life. never let my mum feel proud of and never try those things I had been hoping to try and many more. To me, my life is like full of regret. Still haven't found a job and always lets my mum worry for me. I just don't know why, don't really feel like looking for jobs sometimes but when staying at home, I feel bored and suddenly want to look for job. That's why, I'm still looking for job because I slack sometimes too but without job, I don't have $$ to buy those things I like. Think this year is not a good year for me.

Recently my mum keep nagging at me, asking me don't sleep too late, don't play computer during night, don't play computer for so long, don't always use computer. So many DON'T. Normally I always go to bed at about 2am after watching 100% repeat but she would ask me to go to bed at around 12+..Haiz And yesterday I wake up before 11am and my dad asked me" Why you wake up so early? I thought you normally sleep until very late." Actually it was my mum who wakes me up. So in the end, I can't get to sleep anymore. So look at how my dad fixes the basin. Didn't realize it was such a tough job to fix it.

Oh ya..How I wish I got lots of $$ now..I really want lots of $$$$, I got a lot of things want to buy now include Tops, bottoms, shoes, make up stuffs, accessories and more. All need $$. How I wish I got 1 millions. Erm think 1 millions too much, just lets me strike 4D and win few thousand will do..LOL. Should stop dreaming. And also how I wish I could go Taiwan for holiday. I even told my mum that I feel like going oversea for holiday because very bored with the present life but she don't allow because of that H1N1 case. Sian

Few days ago, my mum suddenly asked me to read English newspaper instead of Chinese newspaper or magazine. She said don't always read Chinese newspaper, later you forget your English. LOL I was like "huh". And I told her " no worries, drama also got English subtitles". Think I had been reading too much Chinese newspaper nowadays. HAHA

Suddenly missed..
- Design school western food
- Mensa chicken cutlet rice and Hokkien Mee
- My favorite Popiah
- Curry baked rice at 18
- Attachment day
- The food court outside tp
- The cheap tidbits shop outside tp
- The bubbles tea shop outside tp too

- And more

为何人总是往后看而不往前看呢