Update for last week

• 31 july
  
  This day mark the last day of my work because I resigned today, which mean I'm jobless again..LOL..so do inform me if you got any job lobang for me..haha. Although I know times are bad but I just feels very exhausted and tired for the past few days. I think I'm not suitable for long journey job so not to waste time, I resigned.
  
• 3 Aug
  
  Today went back to company to return stuff and my IC even give some advise to me. Although I know her for only few days but she was a really nice IC. Too bad I can’t work with her anymore.

• 4 Aug
  
  It was my miserable day. Was having flu for the whole day and used almost 1 box of tissue paper. I only feel better when I lie down. Before flu recover, my throat starts to pain..Haiz. After taking medicine for flu, I feel very sleepy and fall asleep while watching GUESS show.
  
  Past few days went to sleep quite early and in the end waken up early too. Friday night suppose to stay up to watch WHY WHY LOVE but in the end, went to sleep before 11pm and wake up at 9am+.
  
  my dad ask me for KFC hotline and ask me to order it by phone but I seldom eat fast food so have no ideas how to order it. Most of the time is order at the counter itself. So I search from my drawer and found the brochures, so lucky..LOL
  
  




• 5 aug
  
  Sometimes this thought do came to my mind, why must I live in this world? Why must I exit in this world to suffer? There is no meaning staying. I just feel so angry to stay in this place. I hate myself totally. I just want to leave this place. I really had enough and I really can’t stand it anymore. Every times I think of that, my tear just drop down, yesterday even sleep with tear over my face.
  
• 6 Aug
  
  Yesterday around midnight, my dad called me to go down help him bring up those items he bought and when reached home, we will packing those items into the fridge and something happened. My sis said “ the fridge like not working” but luckily we got 2 fridge, if not don’t know what to do lor. Some of the items were spoilt because we don’t know what time the fridge not working. And in the end, the fridge was quite smelly lor..LOL