早日康复

Today in the late afternoon, was working and I received a bad news. I was scared & shock by the bad news. My hand was damn cold at that moment. I'm so worried, really hope he will be fine soon. At the same time, hope it's nothing serious and he will get well soon. When I receive the news, I was still working and It make me no mood to continue working. He really had been overwork for the past few weeks for his studies and career. Really hope he can have a good rest and take good care of himself. Take care.

Now, all we can do is to pray for him. As his scan result will only be out on 12th may, the day before my birthday. Hope it will be a good new, if not, I wonder will I still have mood for my birthday not. But I I do hope it's nothing serious and he'll be fine soon. Let pray hard for him, thanks

MC day

Yesterday wake up and as usual prepare for work but after bathing, my leg was damn itchy until I keep scatching so my mum asked me not to go for work and go see doctor instead. Reached the clinic at around 830am and my number was 14. The doctor said it was skin allergy, luckily don't need injection..haha

Staying at home was quite bored. This is how I spend my day:

10-12pm: Reached home and took my medicine, watch Tv programme.

12pm-2.45pm: Sleep

3pm-7pm: Online, watch Incredible Tales 6 and K.O.3an Guo 終極三國

7-9pm: watch television programme

9pm: Fall alseep

Suppose to take the medicine at 11pm but in the end, I fall alseep while watching New Beginnings 红白囍事 so I missed Queen Of No Marriage 败犬女王 as well.

Now I have to watch my diet, no seafod, no spicy food, everything NO except vegetable. My dinner for tonight was 2 veggie dishes and 1 veggie soup..And My leg got so many scar due to my over scatching..Sad

爱情就像疤痕一样，被伤害后，永远都会留下疤痕

Skin Allergies

(The above photo is just part of my skin allegies)

My skin has been giving me problem for the past few days, almost 1 week. I just don't know why, my leg just feel so itchy out of sudden, especially during night. Don't know is got bitten by what inset or what or its Skin Allergies, it just make me feel so itchy, scratch and scratch to the point of breaking the skin and in the end cause bleeding. Every half an hour, will keep applying medicine because it was really itchy. Tried almost applying 3 creams, I even use dettol and hot water but non of the method work. Wonder should i go see a doctor? Really cant stand it..argh. Actually was thinking of taking MC tml, but in the end, I decided to go see the doctor afer work.

Having skin allegies is already a hard time for me and now running nose still come and join in the fun, my nose is like water tap now. Used almost a boxes of tissue. Nose is so red and painful.

I found this special person of mine from sec school on FB. It's really unbelievable as I had lost contact with him after my sec4 graduation. And I actually found him on FB and added him. It had been almost 8 yrs plus and he changed alot.

PS: Do you cares about how I feel?

Friday night, went for my dialet dinner. There was a 布袋戏. I thought nowaday no more glove puppetry. Although I don't understand what the show is about but I found it interesting. Those people behind the screen, how they act using just their finger and how they able to express all the movement. I even saw some indian guy looking and smiling at the same time.



Bought 3 cans of FnN drink as Elson is the Ambassadors of F&N so buy it to show my support for him.



Saw alot of flavours on the shelf and couldn't decide which flavour to choose so in the end, I bought Sarsi, Groovy Grape & soda. Actually I had bought ice-cream flavour last sat and tried it with my mum and it really taste like ice-cream..LOL. I found it not bad as I don't really drink sparkling drink.

Now they have a F&N Taste It Share It promo, from April – May 2010

Method:
1. Purchase any F&N 500ml PET or F&N 1.5L PET
2. Send in any 4 x 500ml PET Label or 2 x 1.5L PET Label
3. Stand a chance to win a HTC Smart Phone daily
4. A grand lucky draw will be held to send a lucky winner and 3 of his Friends to Osaka to watch Japan Dance Delight Vol 17.

Next I want to introduce a online radio site "Hellofm". It has a range of english, korea, japan, hokkian song. I even found some old song or even some previous song that I never heard before in the past and it really bring back alot of memories from the website. It also has the latest songs uploaded. It suitable for all range of people to listen and not forgetting the Fun DJ on air.

So Everybody do visit http://hellofm.weebly.com/ and give support.. :)

或许有些事言语是不能表达的...................

眼睛不知怎么了，

眼珠里的透明水滴莫明其妙在眼里打转，

有种想哭的感觉。

我好想开心，但是我开心不起来。

我不知道为什么，心里有种难过的成份在里面。

心情很烦，感觉好压力，很多话要说但却说不出。

想找个人聊聊　但不知找谁好。

或许有些事言语是不能表达的。

也许他早已离我远去

有时候

有时候，明明知道爱上那个人是个错误，却还是死心踏地的爱了。。

有时候，明明知道自己这样做是不好的，却还是执迷不悟的做了。。

有时候，明明知道自己的心在难过，却还是勉强的笑了。。

有时候，明明知道不能再为他而哭，却还是流下了多少眼泪。。

多少个的有时候造就了这份复杂的心情。。

逃避不一定逃得过；面对不一定难受；

如果你不能放弃可是又忘记不了，

就别再勉强自己，

许多时候，许多事，骗得了别人，却骗不了自己的心。。

也许你应该相信，“时间”，是最好的疗伤药。。

所以既然你选择了付出，　就不要后悔。。

虽然你我不常见面　但希望我们的友谊会一直维持下去。。。

生老病死，这就是人生..

Today study the whole day of structural and at about 445pm, my mum called and asked me whether I can come back now? Because my dad is in hospital, he needs to ward in for 1 day. Actually suppose not to but in the end, the doctor said needs. My mum need to visit him and my brother suppose to drive her there but my brother couldnt make it last minute as he need to fetch his boss from airport and plus my mum don't understand english so she need someone to accompany her.

So I took 1 hr urgent leave from work and reached home at 530pm and quickly cook instant noodle to eat as was in a hurry. Took a cab down and when reached, couldnt find the way as the hopital was quite big. But in the end, we manage to find it.

I still remember the last time i went to TTSH was like almost 10 yrs ago, when I was only sec 4. That time my dad met with an car accident and I remember I had to pay for my school fees when I'm 16 yrs old as my dad can't work for few years.

I just don't know why, when I saw my dad, I feel like crying. I don't know what the reason. Although I'm not good in expressing my feeling but I do care for him. I hope he will get well soon and really take good care of himself. We know all the hard work he done for us and we do know he care for us..

At the ward room, saw those patient and this word just came to my mind: 生老病死，这就是人生..

SAD!!!

Today is one of my colleague last day of work, so sad....
No one will disturb me or stoke my hand anymore...
No one will cheer me up when I'm feeling down or stress...
No one keep staring at me when I'm doing my work....
No more OMG OMG OMG...

She is so cute and have a mind to DIY a card for every of the colleagues..
She must have spended alot of time to do it...Thanks

Took some individual photo with her after work and in the end went home at 630pm.
But I haven't receive the photo yet, will post it when I get from her.

Took some of the card she make...dame cute and nice.

PS: Anyway, I don't know why you are so emo today but if you needs someone to listen to your problem, I'll be there. Do share with me, ok? Don't be sad or emo anymore, cheer up!!!! :) :) :)

Still Remember them?




Photo from Google website

Watched K.O.3an Guo 終極三國， stopped for quite a long time and I'm still at ep 18. After watched ep17, I decided to search for 棒棒堂 show & 大嘴巴 music video but while seaching, I saw a title Jimmy Lim 林志穎, He performed 不是每個戀曲都有美好回憶+今年夏天+火熱的心 組曲. He still look the same as the time he 出道 when he was 17 yrs old. He still as handsome and cute as before. I love his smile. Really can't beieve that he is actually married and is a father too. Because to me, he still look like a kid to me. His son look so cute. I still have his cassette. Although he is already 35 yrs old but he really still so young 林志穎真的是一直都那麼年輕, Forever 小旋风.

Last time when he came to singapore for autograph session, I even went there. I still remember it was at heeren HMV.



I also found 草蜢 part. 草蜢 was actually my 1st idol (boyband). I love their song and dance so much. I still have their cassette.

Currently, I'm reading a online novel 空瓶子里的爱情 & 有个流氓爱上我. Just started reading it and I found it not bad. I love 爱情小说....

I WANT GO UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!

I want go universal studio....
I want go spore flyer...
I want go lots of place....

But the universal studio ticket is damn expensive, although I can afford it but I don't bear to spend it. Heard from my friend, they said very fun, should go try it but......

Yesterday suppose to wake up at 230am but I was too tired for the past few days, just fall asleep at 10pm and yesterday even slept for 14 hours from 10pm to 1130am..like a lazy pig..hehe

Going to bed soon as tomorrow or perhaps later still needs to work...wonder should I go singpore expo after work, wanted to buy a digital camera but kinda lazy to go and afraid will be crowded..haiz

天下最复杂的是人心，最难理解的是人心，最可怕的也是人心。