Today life so boring..continue to watch "they kiss agn" cos no time to watch it last time..i watch as i play sudoku..i cant wait for "hot shot"..it broadcast at taiwan today but dunno when can get to watch it..cant wait to watch"dong fang xiang" act by jerry yan.

Here r the video that i shoot last sun at IMM..finally upload it cos not free recently.

Hope u all njoy it.

milk

Energy

Energy-u better nt cum hm

milk- hot milk

When a person gt hurt, she/he will keep reminding himself or herself agn..i musnt let myself gt hurt agn..tis things is nt gg to happen agn.

When it's time to let go, we mus let go of it orelse we will end up in hurting each other.

Love turn to hate. the deeper the love, the greater the hate.

Pain is jus like scar,very difficult to get rid of it.
What done cannt be undone.

im askin those qns to myself so many times but i still cant get an ans

Are thre things that remain the same forever?
Shld i open my eyes wider nxt time?

Shld i pretend that nth happened?

Shall i keep my secret to myself?
Shld i give u another chance?

Can we still be like last time?
Can a person sudd change?

Shld i be careful nxt time?
who shld i believe in now?
Will i get hurt agn?
Can i trust anione?

ytd was so slpy, jus went to slp aft finish watchin the "perfect cut" cos last ep le..
then today wake up in between so many times..then finally wake up at 1020am..then go watch 100% entertainment,love blossom and 9pm show that i recorded.

I guess now ppl noe the surprise frm chengxi le..i was shock when i receive it..i thought is my fren post to mi de and i still told my mum"aiya sure is my fren post letter to mi agn la" but when i pull out the things inside, it wasnt lettter, is chengxi autograph lor..scared by his pic..lol..and still gt 2 photo inside lor..i thought he forgotten abt it le cos it alreadi 2 mths since may..but was really surprise and shock that he still rmb lor.

He still wrote on his blog saying some fans gg to receive his surprise and i was wondering wat surprise is it..he so sheng mi lor..lol

erm dunno wat to write le lei..haiz..nowaday no motivation to do anithing..mood keep changing frm gd to bad and bad to gd..life is so boring..1 day past 1 day..dunno wat to do..

go watch movie & shopping --- "i dun wan to waste $".
go use com --- "nth to browse lei".
go play com game --- "no mood lei".

surprise frm chengxi

tis guy gaven mi a surprise 2day..he is nt other..is chengxi..i receive tis surprise when i gt hm frm sch..was so shock lor..but oso happy lor..i shldn say wat the surprise is until the rest of them receive it orelse i spoil chengxi plan lor..if i say now then no surprise for them le..so happy today lor..didnt noe chengxi still rmb it aft sure long times..2mths lor..gd gd..lol

my sis bought tis toy..so cute..still gt sound when u hit it..is act a shit lor..so i play wif it cos nth to do that day..was so boring...lol..so the shit entertain mi lor..haha

ytd our project gt prob lor..teacher asked us to recheck those expression but alreadi checked so many times le..nth wrong lor..so weird lor..dun like simulation...so while waiting for the result, i go play sudoku..i love to play tis as it can train my brain lor..lol..went to bookshop and saw tis book but quite expensive lor so didnt buy it..play online better cos can save $$..lol..

jiaxi asked shall he cut his hair but act he nice in both long and short lor..i prefer both lor..but he hav to make the decision himself lor..

In 2 days time, jiaxi gg for sch camp le..gg to miss him for another 5 days agn..haiz..but aft that he gg sch reopen..i guess will be more busy bah..mus take care and rest well.

yeah jiaxi bac in spore le..but he seen to be very tired ytd lor..he so busy nowaday..nxt wk still gt camp..i nv camp b4 lor..mus be very funs lor..how i wish i can try it but i guess my mum sure dun allow lor..

so happy ytd..nv dream of that b4..thks for it..thk u..u r so gd..nice n friendly person..will rmb it forever..hope nxt time free then meet up lor.

today go play badminton..sweat alot lor..so long didnt play..play until now my hand pain..muscle cramp..so funs playing wif them but quite tired lor..if can mus play once a week lor..can exercise cos nowaday hre pain there pain..my mum said didnt exercise so i gt chance mus go exercise..exercise is gd for us lor.

i play until the whole racket throw out..lol..dunno y lor..i guess no strength bah..lol
then bought 100plus drink..jus the right time..haha..drink la then gt energy mah..haha

today sure very slpy lor..Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Yeah jiaxi cuming bac soon in 3 hrs +..so happy lor..too bad i gt sch 2day orelse i sure go fetch him de lor..sad..i guess alot of ppl sure go fetch him lor.

ytd nite was watchin superband..didnt noe that one of the member frm B6 (andy) is my bro fren lor..no wonder i feel that i saw him b4 lor..now then i noe..lol.

Here are some of the clear photo i took ytd at imm..had a hard time taking it..take until my hand so tired lor..now still pain..but worth it cos i finally saw energy..so happy

As for the video, i will post it some other day cos haven upload yet..hee

FM 933 event at imm level3 garden plaza on 20 july 7.30pm

omg y the pic so blur..i hav no idea too..lol..took it while we waiting for the event to start

Milk

When i was chating wif my fren, milk came out and my fren lynn shout his name lor and i was scared by her cos tok until half way and she sudd shout..lol..then i faster turn bac..milk so cute

Energy

my sis thought kunda weaving to mi but i oso nt sure is it cos i was takin the photo so didnt notice it..lol

Yoga lin youjia

Yoga was so cute, he did 2 times of starjump lor...so funny

Haiz..energy leaving le

Energy

Finally able to take a pic of them without those heads lor..haha

Hosts: liyi and zhiyong

When liyi , zhiyong,ivy and jiafa leaving, they run past us and we said bye to them and they bye bac to us..then one of my fren fren kidding by saying"dun see u agn" and they turn bac lor..so funny la.

Celeb A-di birthday in advance

Energy bac agn wif milk
(frm left: kunda, A-di, shuwei, milk and xiao gang)

Jade liu liyang

Aft jade, i didnt manage to take other singer like JJ and lin yuzhong photo cos i was at the gate there waiting for them..jade was so friendly, she walk near to us and shake our hand but act jus touch oni la..nt really shake lor

YEAH..In less than 24 hrs..Mr kang cumin bac soon..so happy..finally..counting dwn 20hrs and 59mins.

ytd went to imm for the 933 event..go see energy kunda..tis is the 2nd time to imm..1st time is to see URTO jiaxi..act meet lynn at 5pm but due to the delay of the bus..i reached at ard 530 plus lor..when i reached..there was alreadi so many ppl le lor..sian..and the sunset was directly to us lor..so hot.

ytd the atmosphere thre was so high. while waiting, we play wif hp..took pic..look at the iweekly given to us on that day..although was over date issue but at least can help us pass time lor..when ard 7pm, the host jiafa annd ivy came to the stage then every1 jus stand up and rush forward.. dun even care abt their foods and drink lor..jus leave it on the floor..so scary lor.

1st guest was energy lor..every1 shouting and pushing lor but i purposly dun move cos if every1 all move forward, the person infront were feel very miserable..i noe they wan watch but they mus share a thought for the ppl infront lor.

When energy out, i was so happy lor..they sang alot of songs that i like and oso dance too..love them..i sang along too..they play game and kunda lose..he had to kiss A-di but i didnt see clearly when they kiss and oso didnt manage to took pic lor cos alot of ppl blocking..so pity..haiz..milk oso join them..he sang and dance wif them..he oso sang tis song"hot milk"..love it

After energy is liu liyang,yoga,lin yuzhong and JJ lin JunJie..Aft liu liyang, i gt out of the crowd cos my fren outside waiting for yoga..so i join them..when i was on the way out, so tough to get out lor.i think i said 10 times plus of "sorry excuse me"..lol

Aft i gt out..i manage to touch liu liyang hand but nt kunda hand..so sad lor..my other fren manage to touch his hand lor..but luckily they bac agn and i get to see kunda and i shout for his name..haha My fren they keep shouting lor..as for mi, i no strength to shout animore..so tired
ytd reached hm at 12am then slp at 3am..3rd time reach hm at such late hr..waited for bus 151 for so long lor..so tired..then 2am plus still had a flu lor..so terrible.

I oso saw the dancing teacher frm taiwan (na bo)..he was the dancing teacher of show luo and cyndi dance..dunno is it him nt lor.

Took alot of photo & video but haven upload it yet..so will post it some other day bah..Will tok abt more aft i upload the photo.

Last tue..my sis off day so she was at hm..jus that we were watchin the 9pm show, my hand itchy lor..so i play wif her hair..i tied until my hand so tired lor..tied 11 of it..


ytd had breakfast wif fren..then go walk around the sch..we like nth to do lor..so walk ard..then reach the swimming pool..i didnt noe that our sch got baby pool lor..so many kids thre playing lor..so cuteeee lor..kids are always the best..they dun hav trouble..they can jus play play play..dun nid to worry abt anithing..the older the age..the more prob u hav..nid to consider alot alot of things..how i wish i can dun grow up forever..wif no prob forever..haiz

Last nite wanted to use com but was tooo slpy so went to slp b4 12am lor..nv went to slp so early b4 unless is sick lor..so today wake up at 1030am..but wake up wif a stupid flu lor..so miserable..dunno y sudd hav a flu..i guess mus had catch a cold bah cos nowaday went into a air-con rm wif alot of sweat lor..so catch a cold lor.. :(

Jus now watch the URTO interview..so funny..jiaxi didnt noe the camera is still shooting and he said sumthing that shldnt be said lor and his face was shock when the camera man gt record it..his expression was so funny and cute lor..LOL

In 3 more days..jiaxi will be bac..really cant wait for that day..and also lots lots of the photo he promise to take for us to see..haha..take care jiaxi.

Mr Kang Jiaxi had been to thailand for 2 days le..gg bangkok tml to shop lor..he mus had njoyed alot at pattaya beach the past 2 days lor..so gd..hope he gt take care of himself

im writing tis post in a lazy slpy tired boring moody and sad mood
Today wake up at 7am instead of normally 720am plus..jus dunno y waked up so early..so now super slpy lor..dunno y nowaday very slpy lor..eyes wanted to close so many times..haiz..

my mood today:

i jus hate tis feeling..i really really hate it..i dun wanna to say wat happened..i jus very sad and angry..i finally realised and saw ur true colour..so disgusting..think u very cute huh..idiot lor..i jus dun wan to take dwn ur mask..ok..rmb how u treat others, ppl will treat u back too..As for mi, i will treat u bac in triple times..i realised those that u nt close to r those that cares for u the most..and those that close to u will hurt u the most most most..i will rmb this forever.

I HATE THOSE HYPOCRITE PPL LOR

nxt wk gg to present to the company le..dun like to present lor..hate it.
tis sun gt energy kunda at IMM lor..dunno wanna go nt lei..quite lazy..but i wanna see kunda lei..nv see him b4 frm the days the boyband came out.

Wake up in the morning..feeling so tired lor..so slpy....jiaxi njoy his holiday at thailand le...430am which i was in my sweet dream..jiaxi checked in at the airport..then 630am im still in my sweet dream..he gg to leave spore..he will be back on 22 july aftnn flight..too bad, i gt sch..cant fetch him..haha..so wun get to see him online those few days.

haha..now i dun miss him so badly animore..its oni 5 days rite..it will past very fast de..so i shld be happy for him cos he can njoy at thailand like wat olivia said and which i cant get to go..act he helpin mi to fulfill my dreams lor by being a tour guide on my behalf..takin lots of pic for us..cant wait to see the pic lor.

ytd go search on the pattaya beach at thailand..wanted to noe how it look like..it was nice lor..beautiful scenary..how i wish i can go thre to..hee

ytd when takin the bus, i thought i gt scan my elink card but aft i went upstair on a double decker bus, the driver came and ask mi to scan agn..luckily didnt get fine lor..haiz

so angry wif the word he said ytd..How can he said that ytd..u think ppl want it to be in tis way huh..u can hurt the person feeling by saying that..do u noe? haiz..i think i better dun say animore..i dun wanna affect my moods

today my mood nt very gd..i dunno y lei..jus feeling very dwn..perhaps is those post that i read recently or mayb jiaxi gg thailand..ytd cant get to slp lor..so now very slpy.

btw pls treasure our relationship well lor..do u noe its hard to find some1 u love frm billions thousand of ppl in this world..so dun feel regret aft u lost it lor..im jus feeling very sad to see that.

ytd ard 1030pm plus, i was watchin the "perfect cut" then havin break so i think go do some sit-up lor but aft i did 20 sit-up, my stomach cramp lor..cramp until so pain that i cant stand up straight to walk lor..nvm had stomach cramp b4 lor..so painful lor..i think long time didnt do sit-up...Look like my stomach is trying to giv my prob agn lor..haiz

Nowaday tis "cramp" word keep surrounding my body lor..legs cramp..stomach cramp..haiz

In 2 more days..jiaxi gg oversea for holiday..if i say i dun miss him..im a liar lor..i quite miss him lor since the gathering..5 days seen to be short but long to mi lor..luckily tis wk & nxt wk alot of things for mi to busy wif so hope i can forget the feeling of missing him..

Sian..nxt wk gt presentation lor..nid present to the company..so scared lor aft such long times didnt present..die le lor..haiz

recently saw tis msg frm olivia blog "life is short..everything can happen in the nxt sec"..i do agree wif it..we mus treasure the moments we hav now and also the person u love..dun wait until u lost it or wat then u regret it.

lost----> regret----->cherish

why mus we wait until we lost it then noe wat regret is..aft u regret, will u cherish it nxt time?

so when im feeling down, i will think of tis msg..we r alreadi very fortune than others.

nt feeling well

wow..ytd nt feeling well lor..stomach pain until like hell lor..pain until no strength to talk lor..i think gastric pain bah..then when reach hm..feeling better aft i had my dinner..nvm been so painful lor..then b4 that..those 2 days..dunno wat i ate lor..stomach oso nt well lor..haiz..stomach had been givin me prob those few days lor until today more better.

wow..today slp until 12pm then wake up..was so tired recently lor..ytd watch the perfect cut..watch until fall aslp lor..haiz..missed the show.

In 7 more wks..my attachment gg to finish soon..then in 1 more wk gg to present to the company..so scared lor..how i wish 7 wks can end soon..then in 5 more days, jiaxi gg oversea for holiday le..will miss him lor..hope 6 days can over soon..i oso wan go oversea lor but no choice..sure dun hav the chance lor..parents dun allow..haiz..hope i can convince my parents.

haiz..my nail break

haiz..early in the morning, realised my nail break lor..keep for so long then it break..now i hav to cut all to the same length..nt nice le lor..haiz

ytd my hand was pain lor..dunno when i hurt it..mayb is when taking bus then alot of ppl lor..im so blur lor..always hurt myself but dunno when hurt it..haha..then my stomach nowaday nt feeling well lor..2 pains at 1 times.. :(

And also i finally saw the guy which my fren mention that he look like lin junjie..he really look like lor..especially his eyes lor..then i keep lookin at him and my fren said dun look la..haha

ytd "my world my blog" and "the showdwn"..so nice lor..love to watch both show lor..and the showdown gt nick shen lor..their grp won..yeah

Joshua agn + i went jogging ytd

ytd saw Joshua agn..same place..same pattern(Hail for cab)..same colour clothes..same type of pant(3/4 pant) and mayb same time bah..lol..tis is the 2nd time i saw him..dunno will thre be a 3rd time..haha

Aft i reach hm, i go dwnstair jog for a while..abt 15 to 20 mins lor..cos i jus wan to start for few mins 1st then increase it day by day as i didnt go jogging for very long times lor so scare later whole body pains..lol..old le la..haha

Really mus say that i didnt jog for very long cos very tired lor..although jus a few mins but my legs alreadi abit no strength lor..today go take bus, stand until nt very stable lor..wanted to fell so many times..plus i hold until my hands super pain cos nid to hold tight mah..haha

Dunno y today wake up, my right hand was so painful lor..now still very pain..so weird lor..i think old le la..so nowaday hre pains thre pains..everywhre pains..haha

lucky day

wow ytd when i was on my way hm..i was on bus 51 and sitting on the 1st seat of double deck bus then when the bus drive past the comfort driving thre, i saw a guy look like the guy who act in "i not stupid"..i think his name is Joshua bah..he was waiting for taxi at the road side..so i keep lookin and finally gt a close look and it was him lor..he so handsome lor..i guess he jus finish his driving lesson bah.

Then nite time, i watch the 7pm show and saw jiaxi..he finally appear..he act as a pervert lor..so funny..1st time he act in tis role..so cute lor..but his hair was messy lor and when he said" can i really do it" sound so weird..like ABC lor..then when he was listening to machi(zhang yaodong), his face so funny..the part that i laugh is when he knee down lor..cos infront he was so man when saying" she my girlfren" but behind he cry and knee dwn lor..so happy..finally wait until tis esp..although he keep askin us dun watch..saying spoilt his images but we still wan watch lor..act quite ok lei...luckily i gt record it..will keep it de..hee

wat a unlucky day

idiot..ytd early in the morning, i open my sch email..and was shock by the email..saying that i didnt apply for the elective module lor and nid to repeat for 1 more sem for the elective..but i did apply lor..i was so angry and scared lor..luckily 1 of my fren comfort mi..she so gd..always thre to help mi...feelin better aft that..hope that now everything ok le and i able to take the elective and dun nid to repeat 1 more sem lor..now jus hav to wait for his email..haiz

ytd lunch time went to hav ice kacang..nv eat it for so long lor..i think 1 yr lor..like it so much..so nice..plus weather so hot and nice to hav it during such hot day..cool lor..hee

When i on my way hm.. inside the bus then when i gg to alight, the bus suddenly brake and alot of passenger almost fall lor..so scary..gt hit by others behind lor..luckily i more stable lor orelse sure fall lor..heng..hee

Then at nite,i watched the "the showdown" gt steven lim lor..he so funny..i keep laughing lor..love tis show but i forgotten to watch " my world my blog" lor..so angry wif myself..was so tired ytd..and forgot abt it..hai...hope utube gt lor..sian

wat a relaxing day

wow ytd was so relax lor..went to simei eastpoint mall(mlb shifu) thre to hav my lunch..i ordered the cheese baked rice wif ice cream and lemon tea(student meal)..the cheese was so much until i very full and almost cant fiinish the rice..but i dun wanna waste the food so in the end i finish all...lol..luckily i didnt hav the ice cream orelse sure full de..

i saw alot of ppl writting at the glass so i wan to play too..and i wrote my name there..and oso 1 person name thre..dunno wat wrong wif mi lor..dare to write the name thre..i think i crazy lor..lol aft that went to shop for a while lor..hee

ytd when i dismiss sch, was waitin for bus..2 of the bus 8 was full lor..so i keep waiting and waiting then finally i decided to take bus 15 cos i dun wan to wait animore..and in the end i reach hm very late lor..normally reach hm at 615pm but ytd reach at 645pm lor..so tired..hate to dismiss at such hrs and oso hate to take bus..so sian..so angry lor

ytd oso spent abt 2 hrs polish my finger nail lor..4 colours in 10 fingers..lol..gd mood..so change the colour of it..nice nice..haha