sudd miss marcus..wonder how is he now..hav nt seen him for half yr plus le lor..hope he is getting on well.

haiz..im hre agn..i guess i will keep cumin hre nowaday..no choice..oni hre can let mi vent my anger..

haiz..tues slp until half way, my knee cramp lor..didnt noe knee will cramp too..pain like hell lor..i guess walked to much in the past few wks..

act today no work de lor..slp until 745am, my boss called mi, ask mi can reach at 830am nt..i wondering she think i take plane huh, how can it be possible to reach at 830am lor..frm hougang to tanjong pagar lor..crazy woman..so i told her oni can reach at 930 or 10am..always so last min..u think i spare tyre huh..wan help then ask mi cum..i hate last min thing lor..

Even my supervisor said im too good..still willin to cum dwn last min to help her.

i noe u r jus making use of mi but wat can i do? i think im jus a person to let other make use of..Am i stupid, even i noe u r making use of mi, i still keep quiet..but other than keeping quiet, wat can i do? i hav been thinkin of leavin early but still planning it cos i dun wan to be that stupid person for u to treat as spare tyre..

ytd my mum sudd asked mi..when u bi ye..wan work at CPF nt? Go try if u wan lor..and i told her "see how lor" Act nt bad too if i can work thre..at least better than FnB bah..so tiring..Act aft my dip, i may plan to work n study part time night class at the same time..get a cert 1st to stand by cos i think i cant get into uni lor..i wan work in the bank too..nid do some research 1st, see nid wat cert to work at the bank..haiz

sometime i wondering..y mus we live in this world to suffer..wat the point? i jus wan a simpler life..cant i? i really hate all those things and person that surround mi during my holiday..especially that "AUNTIE"..i hate ur stupid mouth.. i wish u can turn mute for a few days..let my ears rest too..sometime u nag, i jus treat as dog barking..haha..tis is y i can stand u for so long..even my supervisor said very "pei fu" of mi..lol