HAIZ

Haiz..elson will be gg for his NS Reservist from 12 July till 1 August 2010. Will miss him badly as we wont be meeting him for next three weeks.

Next was YP, he going oversea on sep for 3 months...OMG is 3 months, nt 3 days or 3 weeks. Hope both of them take good care of themselves.

Today is really not a good and happy day for me :(
So many unhappy things happened recently which make my mood suck to the maximum...haiz..what can I do? what should I do? I'm trying to stay happy always but my mood just won't listen to me. Sometimes my mood is like stock index. I will be happy for this moment but at the next moment, I will get emo out of sudden. I'm so stressful and tired of it...had been hiding and cried this few days, but who know? I really feel so helpless.

Had been thinking. Why must we born and suffer? What is the meaning of it? I really have no ideas. Perhaps people will say there are still beautiful and nice things outside too, don't always think of the unhappy things but how am I going to do so as I got more unhappy things compare to it. My mood is getting worse and worse. I really can't take it anymore and I'm afraid I will breakdown once again.

Life is unfair...Life is miserable.........................................I HATE IT...........................................................

Sorry for the emo post again.