END OF 2008!!!

To sum it up, year 2008 is definitely been better than last year. There are good times and bad times but compare between it, good times occupy the most of my year 2008 but it’s going to end. I realized when we are getting older, we feel that time just passed us sooooo fast and the older we are, we tend to think a lot and will encountered lots of problem. Being a adult is not that easy as we thought, as we grow up, we need to worry about our future and all sort of things. So do cherish our teenage times, as it’s the most unforgettable. I really must say that I'm getting old.

Year 2008 is my most happy and Memories year. Starting to have some colors in it when WWDZ this show started. At least there is something for me to do. I didn’t really support anyone in the first place. If I did, I wouldn’t went down to catch them personal or whatever. But I don’t know what wrong with me this time, actually did went down to MDC and stay out late to wait for them plus I never stay out so late before too. I really miss those days waiting at MDC. Before I start to support a star or idol, I don’t understand the feeling as a fan. Don’t understand why they so crazy for it. But now I totally understand it. I got to know a lot of new friends too.

Although half of my year 2008, starting from Oct seen to be very busy with school stuff as I’m going to graduate soon in 1 months plus. But I’m a bit worry after I graduate as I’m afraid not able to find a job that I like as we can see from the economics. But I still like the times I spend in year 2008, as whether I face any problem or trouble, my friends are always there.

Actually I've learnt a lot of things this year no matter is from fan club, jiaxi & his blog, chengxi, Technology and Events Venue. After joining the fan club, I became more active but not really active too..HAHA..I also feel more comfortable to talk to people that I just know, started to turn from introvert to extrovert. I realized I learned quite a lot from jiaxi, no matter from his blog or personal. He is a cheerful; happy go lucky and 乐观 person. He’s just like no matter what happened, he will face it in a positive way and wouldn’t let that matter affect him. He also has a positive view of his life and very independent too. He make me realised that no matter what we face, we must not give up so easily. I also learned some presentation skills and some suggestion from chengxi on the choice of job. Actually I’m an IT idiot and I hate technology too. But I’m still able to create a blog. I know able to create a blog is no a big deal to some of you but it does matter to me. After I start to support a star, I will put in effort in searching the way to the event venue as I'm a road idiot. From the event and gathering, I've learnt how to travel to IMM( Which is very very far from my house), tanjong katong, causeway point, marina square and more. I seldom go out, I will only go out with a reason on it. Because I feel like it's a waste of time if I just shop for no motive. Perhaps there are still more but I just list out some and wishing there are more to go on year 2009

Happy moments

Joined jx fan club on year 2008, i'm very happy to be part of the committee to help and also get to know both chengxi and jiaxi. Before the end of May, I got to go mediacorp, it was my 1st time to mediacorp to support jiaxi, the credit go to chengxi for helping his brother jiaxi to advertise on his blog. And not to forget jiaxi for giving us the ticket and I also get to chat with chengxi on that day too, a bit nervous as it was my 1st time to see him. Actually I support chengxi in star idol but I didnt went down to mediacorp as I just feel very troublesome and also not sure where to get the ticket. Then during that time chengxi out, if I didn't remember wrongly, jiaxi got interview by the host and he cried..haha..On June 22, it was Jiaxi 1st gathering, this day was unforgettable as it was my 1st time to organize a gathering and some more it’s for Jiaxi. 1st time sing KTV with him and talk to him face to face. On August 29 my attachment ended and it is the end of my miserable life. Then on Nov 30 & Dec 4, it was Jiaxi 2nd gathering cum birthday celebration & chengxi birthday celebration, this day was so happy as I got to celebrate both Jiaxi and chengxi birthday this year and took group photo with them. Actually there are still more but abit not convenient to list out here plus I'm lazy too..hehe

Resolution

1) 顺利毕业 and get my diploma cert
2) Be more independent
3) Be more confidence
4) Be more brave
5) Upgrade myself
6) Improve on my English language
7) Find a high salary job and save more $
8) All people to stay health and world peace.
9) Highlight my hair
10) Be more positive thinking

11) Learn more different language (eg: japanese, french and more)

12) Be happy always

13) more to go

My 1st time

1) Skipped lesson
2) Stay out late

3) Drink beer outside

4) Support idol

5) Join fan’s club
6) Skipped lecture

Tomorrow will be better

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

HAIZ..Although today is public holiday but I cant slack lor because still need to do my school work. My Schedule is already packed with lots of school work for the next 1 month.

Week 11 Project Submission: Friday focus make up lesson (must do resume)
Week 12 Project Submission: Supply chain case study 2 presentation (Monday)
Week 13 Project Submission: CCOM career doc submission (Friday)
Week 14 Project Submission: supply chain individual (Friday)
CRM quiz 2 (Monday)
CRM cross group evaluation
Week 16 Project Submission: supply chain quiz 2 (Monday)
Techno quiz 2 (Wednesday)
Week 17Project Submission: supply chain individual project intervie(Monday)
Techno project presentation & report (Wednesday)
CCOM quiz (Thursday)

Sian so fast my holiday going to end soon and have to back to school with load of project, quiz, assignment, presentation........But before it end, i must treasure my holiday and enjoy myself unlimited..haha..but i can't afford to waste any time too because I haven't finish my school work >15pgs of supply chain report, supply chain case studies, ccom resume and job adv

Let drop it aside first, start with what happened last week.

Last friday I got a warning letter from school as I missed my lessons on 4 dec..LOL..Never got any before from pri 1 to now.. My attendance always 100%. And I thought no letter will post to my house but who know, tuesday afternoon, my brother passed me a letter with my mother name on it and I open it up, it was the warning letter but luckily my mother don't know about it..HENG

Saturday night help my mum to made TANG YUAN. Was so tired after that 2 hours of doing because actually my mum was doing it with me at the first place but at 10pm, my auntie called and my mum end up chatting with her until 11pm and by that time, I was almost done with it. We took longer time to do it this year because I suggest to my mum that this year we can put peanut in it. But my suggestion makes me suffer in the end because it was very tiring to put filling in it as you need to be careful and rub it softly, if rub too hard, the peanut will drop out. Next the amount of water you put also have to be careful too. Didn't know it was so tired to do it alone.

Sunday went to Marina Square and Bugis Street. Never been to Marina Square before because I don’t really like to go Town area and places that are crowded. After that went to Bugis Street, forgot that it’s Sunday so very crowded everywhere and very hot too. Saw some watches and feel like buying but I seldom wear watches so waste $ if I buy it.

Monday went to school at 10am for project meeting(module I hate) but in the end also didn't do anything, just divide task and off at around 12pm. Was so sleepy and tired lor because now holiday mah so mostly sleep until 12pm+ then wake up. So after that, I went to bedok interchange to develop photo and after I collect my photo, I realised forgot to develop some photo as 3R instead of 4R, haiz.

Tuesday suppose to go sentosa with classmates for xmas party but I changed my mind last min and happen that when I wake up, was sick with running nose and red eyes. Having flu is very miserable, especially when you have to do project at the same times. The nose was red and painful, can't even get to sleep at all so in the end sleep at 3.30am and I used up 1box plus of tissue paper in the end and the rubbish bin was cover with lots of my tissue paper too. Can image how serious it was, even my brother and sister said "夸张" LOL

我们行得直坐得正.

Didn’t post for almost 1 week plus as I was preparing for my term test. After chengxi’s gathering that day, I didn’t step out of my house for almost 1 week because had been locking myself at home to study for supply chain.

This week

Recently my brother addicted to facebook and youtube too so that means I have to cut down on my time spends on the computer and my mum don't like me to play computer during night time so I can only play during afternoon time. Sian but sometimes, i will still play during night..haha

Just now watched the"Buffet Buffet" show and saw the waffle, actually quite cheap 8.80 for adult and there's alot of variety to choose from. The most that capture my eyes was the durian waffle. Must find one day to go try it but I didnt notice where the place is, only saw what singapore post. But never mind because I got record it down. I don't really like waffle in the 1st place but now I guess I'm addicted to it.

My mum said very admire on me, can sleep at so late hour. And I was thinking 2am plus = late? Compare to others, I'm ealry. Mine is just small case..LOL

Last Week

Wednesday: This day was like a hell to me because got paper the next day and was very stressed. Whoever talks to me will sure get scolded. Wake up early to study but in the end ended up with flu, headache and itchy hand and leg because got bitten by don’t know what insects and was itchy until I can’t concentrate. Plus the noise from the renovation really can’t stand it so I switch on my music player and on to the higher volume but doesn’t seem to work.

Thursday: This was the day that I finish my term test. Went to school 1 hr early because my house there was having lift upgrading so was very noisy until I can’t stand it. After the paper, went to eat have lunch with my classmates and I try something new which I never had before which is I tried the lasagnas at IT school. Normally I were always have liang dou fu. For the taste of lasagnas is quite ok but not really like it because the cheese was quite strong. After lunch, they plan to watch movies at Orchard but I don’t really like to watch movies so didn’t join them plus was raining heavily, so I went to Toa Payoh interchange to check the price for the printing of t-shirt and reached home at around 530pm.

Friday: start doing research for my supply chain project. Really don’t like supply chain this module. This module is so tough to understand and so many things to do. Need to write 15 pages of report, where got so many things to write about, so need to do more research and now I only done 1/3 of 1 page..haiz

Sunday: Overslept and woke up at 11.20am. Actually should wake up at 11am to watch channel 8 双响炮 but due to my hand phone no battery so the alarm did not ring. Then at 1330pm, I went to sleep again until 1600pm. actually no habits of taking afternoon nap because was having bad headache.

I start to feel that I am getting farther and farther from you all. Those that interest you do not interest me. I feel that I’m being left out. Is that the matter of age gap? I’m trying my best to save it but it don’t seem to work. I know I might be selfish some time but can’t help as I’m just protecting myself. Is having good hygienic habits a crime, I know you all might treat me as a weirdo or whatever but I wouldn’t care of what you all think, and I just want to be myself. Crazy for idols is not a crime too. Don’t give me that type of look, ok? When there’s something, why am I always the last person to know about it? Did you all think of me before? Do you know how I feel? Where do I stand? I just hate this feeling. I didn’t say it in front of you all is because I care for you all, so keeping silent is what I can do now. Knowing one and other for very long time doesn’t mean I know you well plus a person does change too. So how much I understand you, there’s still no point in it. (请不要对号入座)

I’m so silly and stupid, why I always believe what you said and accidentally let you know my secret. I know you must have told others about it too. Being so over sensitive, I have no choice too. I just can’t help it. Whatever actions from you, I will tend to think a lot. I really don’t know what should I do?

Having holiday now but it seems like no different, still need to do project. Want look for temporary job but only 2 weeks, where got job plus still got project meeting but until now still don’t know when they want meet so time very hard to say. No job, my pocket is so tight. Spent a lot of $ on this and last month, plus still got hand phone and Internet bill need to pay. Not only those still got other expense. Haiz

Just finish watching the last ep of 黑糖群俠傳. No more xiaoyu 楚流香..haiz

PS: 求人不如求己

Where is my future??????

再多三个月我就要毕业了，可是到现在我还不知道我要从事什麽工作。当我妈妈告诉我　如果还可以读就读, 可是看看我现在的成绩　恐怕做不到。我很后悔　以前没用功读书。最近这个问题一直在我脑海打转　我的未来在哪呢？

Just finish doing the pyp & abit of revision, actually wanted to continue but just don't have mood to continue. Recently feel very stress with coming next thurs supply chain term test and I told my mum in advance that this paper might not do well because no confident and I'm very glad that my mum didnt give me pressure, she just said "try ur best". My mum was so good, everytimes exams or what, she didnt force us must get good result or whatever, she will only say" try your best, just study those that you can" Hope i can pass. Almost half year plus didnt have exams or term test due to our attachment so now need to study and take term test, abit not used to it.

After term test, we have 2 weeks of holiday but got holiday = no holiday because we still got things need to do:

1)supply chain case studies
2)supply chain project
3)Ccom assignment
4)CRM project
5)techno project

so many things to do, we only given 2 weeks holiday lor, not 1 or 2 mths..don't know able to finish anot..

Realised I didnt finish watching alot of taiwan show, all watch until half way. wanted to continue watching it but I don;t know why, the more I stare at the screen, the more I feel bored.

1)翻滾吧！蛋炒飯
2)篮球火
3)黑糖群俠傳
4)霹靂MIT

I really hate when people keep saying this and that but in the end didnt do it. So please stop saying this beside my ears, I really can't stand it..plus you are wasting my time.

I'm not sure should I still trust you, can I still share the secret with you? Secret which mean over both of us, if you told others, I have nothing to say.

1234...Wow happen to saw this, so faster took down the picture..I think I can go buy 4D lor..I'm so lame..LOL

Just know that there will be a 3rd gathering for jiaxi in this month..wow so fast lor..but jiaxi might not be attending it..and this time wouldnt be KTV again..Yeah finally..will be at outdoor and I guess outdoor better bah..but i dun like sport..LOL

Stress Stress Stress Stress

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHENGXI & JIAXI

Yesterday went for chengxi birthday mini gathering at united square. I went down to tpy interchange and bought a small cake for chengxi then went to macd to see he reached anot but he haven reach.So we went to the washroom first.

We reached 1st so chengxi asked us wanna eat not, I said "never mind, don't need to" but he insists to treat us and in the end, he bought 40 nuggets and 2 large cup of drink. I finish the whole cup, so full plus I bring back the rest of the cake as my dinner..LOL

I keep askin qns because I scared too quiet. I asked chengxi 2 questions that he dunno how to answer and in the end he shoot back to me and ask me..sabo myself lor.

We chated and njoyed alot..school stuff, everything also talk..and took photo..know alot of his things..and understand him more..Then at around 4.45pm, jiaxi reached and he had his breakfast at macd too..no should be lunch perhaps dinner bah..haha..he bought student meal..because he said he still a student mah..LOL..ya correct.

Actually quite nervous at the 1st place but chengxi was a very easy to get along, nice, real and friendly person..enjoyed that day with both of them..so happy to celebrate both of their birthday this year.

Below are some photo: Everyone was looking at us when we taking the photo..so paiseh

Birthday cake we bought for chengxi

Group photo with chengxi(taken by jiaxi)



Group photo with jiaxi (taken by chengxi)..chengxi take photo without giving warning lor, everyone was not ready at all, took afew before this photo)..all thank to chengxi..haha

Group photo with both of them..Chengxi so extra..everyone standing and he sitting down so i purposly put my hand behind his head..how dare me..LOL

Jiaxi came to fetch chengxi so ask them take 2gether

Accidently drop the left over cake and it became like this but i still eat it..very nice

Chengxi so bad..purposly last min plan this gathering..so everyone do not have time to buy present for him but too bad, his trick didnt work...haha

Feel so bad to let him treat us..where got birthday boy treat others..so weird..Glad to know that both chengxi & jiaxi got use the present we gave.

时间过得真快..when june 1st gathering, was thinking when the next gathering and when was told is on dec, feel so sad lor because still have to wait for about 5 mths plus..but see now, already finished 2nd gathering..time just pass by us without us knowing it..guess 3rd gathering will come real soon..then after 2nd gathering, 3 days later, saw jiaxi again..how I wish the time can just stop on 4 dec..PAUSE PAUSE

PS: can't wait for 18 dec..chengxi will be on tv..YEAH

《天下没有不散的宴席》

YEAH finally finish all of the presentation, quiz and report and now left with term test. Although only 1 paper to take this semester but this module I don't understand at all..plus i didn't attend a few of the lecture recently because need to rush for report and more...so now can relax for a few day, after that have to start my revision for term test, really feel stress for this paper..Haiz
Today is a super tired day for me but I still can't get to sleep. The moment I step into my house, the first thing i will do was to switch on the computer and in the end, always play for very long, sometimes even over my own limit 3 hours.

I really hate when people asking you thing and you will call my name and ask me. If you don't know how to answer, just say don't know. People is asking you, not me ok? Really hate to heard my name to be called.

Haiz..I'm so confuse now, don't know should I go or shouldnt I? I wanted to go but if I choose to go, I need to skip lessons which I never think of doing that before. So now really very headache..which one should I choose? HELP!!

我想我已经陷的太深了

YUMMY

the light here was more better

I just love asking him to be in funny and weird face when taking photo

江佳熹主题曲"最近"

Sorry for the poor quality of the video because the room was very dark so shoot until can't even see his head..LOLJiaxi gt puished so need to pick lot and he picked 2 times, both SHE song and he don't know how to sing but no choice, he still have to sing it..中国话

Jiaxi don't murder the cake, the cake very nice..don;t destroy it..haha

Jiaxi playing the ballon game

Jiaxi reached at 1.45pm..after he came in awhile, he gave all of us a envelope..i was wondering wat inside lor..lol..then all of us intro ourself..LOL..We played 4 games..1st game i never play b4 so don't know what it call..jiaxi keep sabo by the rest..2nd game is 比手画脚..luckily my question was very easy..haha..3rd game is 终库密码..I shouldn't said 53 lor..because after i said 53, the range became 50-52 because jiaxi was sitting 3 seats frm me..so the rest wanted to sabo him..but also good ma..can sabo him..LOL..before we playthe game, we was behind so we thought that behind not good but jiaxi keep saying" Don't worry, wouldn't be our turn". He was so confident lor..actually he was true, the first 2 round, didnt reach our side..so we can rest..haha..so in the end, some of them change to last one lor include jiaxi too..and 4th game is the ballon..i didnt join the game..jiaxi was alreadi 认命(as you can see from the last video)

Too bad i didnt take down the video which jiaxi be the 钢管..sad

A guy gt punished and thk to jiaxi, he had to shout out" I LOVE JIAXI" outside the room..so pai seh lor..because it was jiaxi who came out with this idea..I got shoot the video but i better don't post here orelse later the guy kill mi..haha

Jiaxi sang 方大同 薛凱琪 - 復刻回憶 & 蕭敬騰 & 張惠妹 - 一眼瞬間" for more than 1 time..when he sing "一眼瞬間", someone said " 蕭敬騰上身" and everyone laugh..this remind me than got someone said jiaxi look like 蕭敬騰 on his blog before when jiaxi post a photo on his blog..LOL

They also came out with this cheer..althought it was short but I love it

I want nobody nobody but you

jiaxi jiaxi

Aft the gathering, we separeted to take the lift and jiaxi they all took the 1st lift and mi wif the rest took the 2nd..when i get out of the lift, i heard a person said" wasnt him the guy" and one of her fren said "Jiang chengxi" but the girl said" NO, IS JIANG JIAXI"..so funny lor.

ok i will stop hre for the gathering part..took alot of photo but lazy to post all and talk abt it..now on my school part

Today was a super busy day, reached sch at 1130am, was busy with the report until 230pm because today need to submit our Mp report..due to yesterday, i went for jiaxi's gathering, i didnt finish mine so today had to rush for it..super tired lor..but i'm happy busy with it..was still very high in sch today, perhaps i'm still on yesterday mood..no mood to study today..haha

Hoping doesn't mean looking forward

Jiaxi's birthday gathering at TOPONE KTV

Just back from Jiaxi's birthday gathering..reached Topone ktv at 12pm and ended at 630pm but reached home at 9pm..what a long gathering..While waiting for jiaxi, we decorate the room with ballon, actually im scare with ballon but i cant just sit there so i help with it too but very carefully because i scare the ballon..Jiaxi reached at ard 1pm plus because he went to sleep at 10am yesterday so very sleepy..During gathering, we asked him to sing but the song we pick he don't know how to sing so he passed the mic to me..sabo me lor.. so I just sing lor.

We played alot of game..funs..although i didnt join the last game but can know that they njoying in sabo jiaxi..jiaxi so poor thing, everything all him gan na..until he ren ming le..lol

Jiaxi sing very little song today..actually i asked him to sing a english song and he already picked but due to the time constaint, he didnt get to sing that.

Haha..drink beer today..aft that, i feel abit giddy and i think jiaxi saw it and he said" if will drunk then don't drink beer..omg..it was my 1st time drink outside because my parents don't like us to drink beer outside..But i still got tell my mum and she just lecture me abit..haha..becuase i dont want to lie to her..I also lied to my parents saying that i going for friend birthday celebration instead of jiaxi..but in the end, i reached home and i told my mum the truth..haha

I didnt know the cake was ice cream cake and i jus leave it on the table because was busy takin photo and video and forgot abt the cake. In the end jus hav the strawberry..haiz..pity..wat a nice cake..i wasted it..paiseh.

Get to know alot of frens: olivia, elizabeth, lynn, christina, shiting, Jinzhu, michelle, kelly, rah, kaileng, both melissa, ming hui, stefanie, a shy guy (he was so shy until i dunno wat his name)..sry the rest i dunno the name..paiseh

Took alot of photo and video too..but changed hp so still figure how to upload it.

Will talk more about what happened during the gathering on my next post..now have to go do my school work..sian

Jiaxi must be sleeping right now..haiz..while i still have to do my school work.

美好时光过得快

Today went for a haircut. Reached at 5pm and waited for quite long because alot of customer. While waiting, a lady was makin her hair and the worker was doing very slow and she like very impatient. Just that, her phone keep ranging and she got angry by the call because the person on the phone keep asking her what time will she be back, so the lady ask the boss "when will it be done, can you do it for me, can u don't let your worker do it, later do until very bad Plus later i need to go for dinner event, if very worse, how am i going to face over 100 people?" So the boss said " she did very good already,the same as mine la, i got teach her, she know how to do it" and the lady said " where got the same, 师父 and 徒弟 are different,ok? Walao..when i heard that, i was so angry, how can she say that infront of the worker. If you think the dinner very important to you then you shouldnt come to this place, you should go HC salon or get a famous hairstylist? 师父 also start as a 徒弟 in the beginning, ok? what the hell lor, didnt respect people lor.

Wednesday was my MP judging day, luckily everything was ok,nothing went wrong. Teacher didnt ask us alot of question..HENG. Don't know why this time not nervous at all. Actually Judging was not that scary as what i thought. After Judging, the stone inside my heart getting lighter and lighter. In the end,went missing..haha..was in good mood after the Judging...haha..If it was last time, heartbeat sure over 100..haha..After judging, i stay back to do my techno quiz in school until 6+. The techno quiz was so tough lor, never did this type of quiz in my entire life before.

Oh mention about the techno quiz make me so angry lor, on wednesday night about 11pm, i go take my quiz online. We will given 1 hour to do it, so when i did until question 35, the window suddenly closed down by itself so it means i have to retake again..Walao search until like hell for the answer and this thing happened..hate online quiz.

This week went home almost 6plus everyday..so many project, quiz need to do...then need squeeue the bus like hell..

Was in bad mood on tuesday and wednesday night because tuesday i was searching for my school stuff and i search until like hell still cant find it then my mum and dad wanted to help and i vent my angry on them..my sis too, i was doing quiz online, and i mention that the window closed down so i was very angry because need do again, just that, my sis asked me something and i reply her in a bad tone..I'm so sorry.

Die i getting bad and bad..did alot of bad example..skip lec and more........although i know it is wrong and I shouldnt do that in the 1st place..I regret because i will not learn anything so now i'm very worry for my coming 11/12 supply chain term test.

Why you can choose the easy one to do it? Why must i do it with him? Why must i 配合你? Why you say meet 10am then i must meet 10am? Why i just late for awhile and you got things to say? I start to dislike you..Hate the way you talk..Get lost of my sight.

STOP WASTING MY TIME..PLEASE SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS.

说了一个谎　还要说另一个谎来掩盖第一个慌　

YEAH..my computer finally back after 1 week plus..without computer,my life was so miserable, got so many project to rush but no computer to use, so have to stay back until quite late to use the computer at my campus . But the bad thing is all my things are gone because reformat everything.

This month was so busy, quiz, diff modules presentation, Mp judging, project and term test coming soon..monday still got quiz but still haven't start to study yet plus MP report haven't finish yet and also haven't memorise my script.. :(

Ytd had my Napfa test,walao from 3pm until 7pm. In the end, i reached home at 9pm because went to eat, didnt eat from morning, now my legs very pain. Just now went to bugis to shop but was very tired so just bought the things and went home.

Changed new handphone recently, until now still not very use to it because i never use samsung in my entire life before, had been using nokia instead. Actually it's good to try different type. Guess will get use to it soon.

Finally everything settle, now gt mood to do the rest of my things.

Forgive and forget

Wednesday we had a presentation for our techno assignment 1, this time I wasn’t as nervous as last time. Perhaps is because I did on the company which I understand the best. And actually I was going to choose hardware zone and Adam khoo for my techno assignment 1, luckily I didn’t use because 2 of my classmates happened to be the same.

At night, I rush for my CCOM mp draft report but in the end teacher didn’t even see at all because not enough time. So wasted my effort. But it’s also good too as I don’t need to rush for it next week.

Why there are some people who don’t have good time management? Doesn't they know other people time is precious, why can't they think of other people. Why must people wait for them, who they think they are.

Was so tired on thursday night, after reached home not long, I fell a sleep at 10pm and sleep until next day 10am, 12 hrs of sleep. haha

Friday we went to the café at our school after our 12pm Apel to celebrate my friend QQ birthday. We planed all those without telling her. Actually my friend only told me on Thursday. After eating, they bring the cake out and hide at a corner to light the candle but who know, no one bring the lighter, so they went out and borrow for outsider. So left my friend and I to chat with her because we don’t want let her suspect. But I guess she got suspect. So funny, why every time got prepare cake but always forgot to prepare lighter. Same thing happened before too during Jiaxi’s 1st gathering. Lol. So do remember to bring lighter next time whatever there's a cake. haha. After the celebration, stayed back to do the techno assignment 2 until 630pm. In the end reached home at 715pm. so tired.

Using the computer for 3 hours or 4 hours consider alot? Haiz

日有所思 夜有所梦

Recently walked past my attachment room, saw others sitting at the computer we used last semester, now is other people turn. Thinking back those days we had for the attachment, its actually very relax. Every times slack, went out to buy tidbits to eat and go simei to had our lunch. At first before attachment, I was so scared when i know that we going to do simulation for the project because I really don't understand simulation and the first word that came to my mind was DIE. But luckily we had a good and nice supervisor who had been helping us all the way. And now although the attachment had almost come to the end but we still left judging. I wonder after so long, who still remember what they done so judging is the one that I afraid of now and we are told that judging will be on 26 nov or 28 nov..DIE LOR


Compare to now, I prefer attachment because we can slack everyday..haha. But now, I have a lot of assignment to do, so headache.

Next week need to hand in supply chain proposal, techno assignment2, CRM wiki B, MP/SIP flyer poster, draft of mp report for CCOM..haiz..so busy and tired.

Yesterday want to do some revision for next week suppy chain quiz but due to the pain in my mouth, I don’t even have the mood to study, pain until I don’t know how to describe. And today I wake up and realized my eyes was very red and itchy but now feeling better but not for my mouth.

Recently play with the photofunia website and make a lot of picture of me with my friend, jiaxi and chengxi. I did about 30 pictures. Really very fun but too little background to choose.
Below are some.

Hey..no slping in the cinema..wake up

Which star? kang chengxi

which brand?

Became a star like him

Nice and good durian on sale

Handsome guy

Car with beauty..nono..car with handsome guy

hey dad & mum, im on the screen..hehe

Teenage magazine

What the hell is supply chain module about, I have no ideas how to do the project but we need to hand up in week 3. I’m only left with 1-week time to do it. Haiz

Friday actual just need to attend 1 hr lesson, 1230 can go home but in the end, I stay until 5pm. I was alone in the access lab and the surrounding was so quiet and suddenly I heard a sound but I’m not sure whether is the sound from the computer or elsewhere. It was so scary and I jus continue doing my work. When about 3pm, I was so hungry because I didn’t had my lunch so I ask my friend to help me buy sandwiches and also actual I plan to buy my textbook but luckily my friend help me to buy or else I still have to walk a long distance to the bookshop. Then we do our assignment together until 5pm and we still haven notice it was so late so we faster pack up because we don’t want to go home late if not a lot of people taking the bus too.

Saturday meet my friend at 12.30pm to get the book that i need for this semester. This book was so expensive which cost $42 plus and luckily my friend lend me or else I have to spend more $. This friend was so good, every times lend mi textbooks and thanks to her, I saved a lot a lot of $. After meeting her, I went bedok interchange to walk and in the end spended alot of $. Haiz, don’t like to go out, every times go out sure spend $. I’m going broke.

Will be having 4 days off starting from sat to tues because monday is public holiday and tues i have no school so i start my revision and i realise so long didnt study, brain abit no working and also memory not very good too, having STM recently. Getting old.

Do you all believe there's true friendship in this world? Those that so called "FRIENDS" are all lies. In their mouth, they treat you as friend but when their good friends appear, they will jus dump you there. What is friendship? I have no ideas.

There are no secret in this world. I don't know who in this world should I trust. I really very upset and disappointed with the life I’m having now, no one is around to help me when I face a problem. They just care about himself or herself. They are so selfish. Perhaps I must learn to be selfish too. So realistic.

Is a person without $ will be happy, for me the answer is NO. How can a person without $ be happy. Everyone get upset when they have no $ to spend. $ Is really very important.

REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET

I regret for not studying hard.
I regret treating you so good.
I regret doing all those things for you.
I regret helping you.
I regret spending my times on those useless things.

Now i really have no times to think about other things and now studies is my Priority. I must study hard.

I’m so disappointed and vexed

hello..today 1st day of sch..but i was late for 10 mins lor nt bcos i overslpt or wat.. act is bcos i get out of hse late cos i dun wan get out of hse so early..and my lessons starts at 12pm..i still watchin tv at 1120am lor haha

sian..1st day of sch alreadi gt alot of project, assg, case study and more lor..haiz..i dun really like the supply chain subj lor..so many things to do..today tut was so bored..but luckily ended half an hr early..hehe..aft today, i can say i like techno n customer relationship management but nt sure will change my mind aft 1 or 2 wks later..nxt is we nid to buy txtbk lor..so exp..nid to ask senior gt ani1 wan to lend or sell cheaper.

i didnt noe almost all my class frens choosen service as their elective and today end up oni 3 or 4 of my classmates took techno..so pity lor..all of the k607 classmates was separted..haiz..sad

act sch reopen is no big diff as havin holiday cos my lesson almost start at late hr so is act the same time for mi to wake up as during my holiday..but the only diff is gt assg..project and more to do lor..

die..i cant log in to my sch bb lor..didnt use for almost half yrs plus le..forgotten my password so now i cant access to do my things..really die le lor.

yeah..tml no sch..can rest..hehe

one day nite..standin at my living rm window..lookin at the light on the rd..car outside..my memory rewind bac to those days..those happy days and moments i had in my entire life..how i wish time can jus stop at that moment.

sometimes im very angry wif u..u always side her..now things turn out to be like that is all ur fault lor..at 1st i thought might be mi thinking too much but now the fact is out..u might nt understand how i feel now but if u continue to be like that..i hav nth to say.

haiz..tml sch reopen..my holiday will cum to the end le..didnt really had a nice holiday..jus work, clean my rm ,use com, play PSP and help do household..nth intertesting lor...my life is so boring lor..

tis sem will be my final yr..dunno i will still get to continue and njoy my sch life aft poly..haiz im act quite happy wif tis sem timetable..at least 1 day no sch..but some of my classmates gt 2 days lor..like so unfair rite..all my day start at quite late hr..can slp until very late and oso dun nid to squeeue the bus lor..so gd..haha

fri aftnn i clean my rm until so tired lor..so dusty everywhre..long time didnt clean cos no1 free to do it so my mum said since u free, then u help clean lor..aiyo y always mi lor..in always the one cleaning it..my bro free until can jus slp on the bed, tok on the phone but dun wanna clean..so i jus ignore lor..i jus clean mine.

ytd happened to heard yuan shuai interview at 933..didnt noe he was so funny and naughty lor..lol..hope his career at mdc will be gd..same to zhenhuan..cant wait for both of their show..miss U R THE ONE show, contestants, hosts and song.

sometimes we cant trust a person too much..they can b nice to another person so suddenly means they hav a motive..so do aware of those ppl..they can be gd to u but can also betray u too..so dun trust ani1 so easily cos they can be the one that hurt u the most..i finally c u for who u r.

"if i were to arrange painful and happiness into a formule..i wld put painful under (- & /) and happiness under (+ & *)

one shouldn't be too kind or you're sure to be builled

OMG..my dad mentioned abt gg taiwan on march..cant believe it..i had been hopin to go for so long..but the prob is still nt sure able to go nt lor..hav to depend on my mum cos she dun wanna go and my dad said" if ur mum dun go, u all oso nt able to go so u and ur sis better go cinvince her"..oh no..WHY? wat a impossible mission for both mi and my sis..i really hope my mum can join us and all family 5 of us go 2gether lor..will be better..really hope can go taiwan lor..my dad said april may wan go china, he ask mi wan go and i said i more intertested for taiwan..haha..act china oso nt bad..but taiwan will be my priority..haha

im finally out wif a decision..last fri, i told my boss i leaving early but of cos i didnt told her the real reason, i jus said sch gt presentation but i think she dun believe..who cares? i really cant stand it animore...y cant u hav so "kou de"..y ur mouth mus be so "jian"..he jus a old man, y mus u say that..dun u hav parent too..wldnt u get old too..the man jus want to sit dwn and drink his juice but jus that he too weak of wat and accidently spilt the juice but u cant say tis kind of word rite..ppl oso human being..they nid to drink too.. tis is all ppl hard earned money..they jus worry for tis..y cant u put urself in other ppl shoes..they jus askin u nicely but how can u reply them in that way..haiz..i jus cant stand ur mouth and those words that out frm ur stupid FFF mouth. the guy is jus a kid..they might nt be as smart as u but y mus u say that behind their bac..at least they r still ur customer rite..can u respect them..if u continue to do that, ur business sure drop..so pls go do some soul searching..dun always look dwn on other..always think u r very clever..u keep saying others always ask stupid qns but dun u too..dun tell mi u nv ok..all ppl tend to ask stupid qns too.

act ytd was my last day of work but she keep extend lor..idiot..and now told mi can cum bac on nxt tues and fri for the catering..siao..early morning wake up then jus go work for few hrs and the transport cost mi $4 plus lor..nt worth it..human being r so realistic..they oni think of u when they nid ur help..they oni noe u r bester and treat u gd when they nid ur help..hate those person.

wed i went to work in the morning..when i gg to take mrt, the security stopped mi lor..ask mi open my bag..walao..so paiseh lor..dunno gt ppl saw nt..nv happen to mi b4 lor..i noe my bag look abit bulky..but i jus hate the feeling of gettin suspect lor.

last sun my dad asked mi "can u still further ur studies" and i told him "may nt" then he said if can continue it, get higher cert, gd for ur further and i do agree but wif my gpa, i dun think can get into uni lor..mayb nid to go dwn to each uni to check wif them when i free lor.

i had been thinkin of my future tis few wks..i nid to plan for it now..a person really mus b high edu orelse ppl will tend to look dwn on u..so all student..pls study hard..orelse u will regret it..like mi lor..i totally regret now..didnt really study hard last time..so now suffer lor..hope it is nt too late to realise now..gg to start my last sem of final yr..i mus really work hard lor..cant always think of PLAY..getting older and older..nid to wake up and be mature..dun always do this kind of stupid and useless things..i realised aft getting noe u, i done alot alot alot of stupid, childish things lor.

If u gg to treat mi in tis way..i hav nth to say or do now..the oni way is to ignore and pretend..treat as nth happen..tis is the oni solution..i try to do anithing i can for u but u dun seen to noe that or perhaps u noe but u dun seen to care abt it..i wondering am i a idiot or wat..y mus i care so much for u ..i care but u dun care for mi..it really hurt mi lor..i hav nth to say now..i had done enough for u..i dun wan to let u afffect mi..so pls dun appear in my mind agn..

PS: haivin headache recently perhaps due to the hot weather..pain pain

sudd miss marcus..wonder how is he now..hav nt seen him for half yr plus le lor..hope he is getting on well.

haiz..im hre agn..i guess i will keep cumin hre nowaday..no choice..oni hre can let mi vent my anger..

haiz..tues slp until half way, my knee cramp lor..didnt noe knee will cramp too..pain like hell lor..i guess walked to much in the past few wks..

act today no work de lor..slp until 745am, my boss called mi, ask mi can reach at 830am nt..i wondering she think i take plane huh, how can it be possible to reach at 830am lor..frm hougang to tanjong pagar lor..crazy woman..so i told her oni can reach at 930 or 10am..always so last min..u think i spare tyre huh..wan help then ask mi cum..i hate last min thing lor..

Even my supervisor said im too good..still willin to cum dwn last min to help her.

i noe u r jus making use of mi but wat can i do? i think im jus a person to let other make use of..Am i stupid, even i noe u r making use of mi, i still keep quiet..but other than keeping quiet, wat can i do? i hav been thinkin of leavin early but still planning it cos i dun wan to be that stupid person for u to treat as spare tyre..

ytd my mum sudd asked mi..when u bi ye..wan work at CPF nt? Go try if u wan lor..and i told her "see how lor" Act nt bad too if i can work thre..at least better than FnB bah..so tiring..Act aft my dip, i may plan to work n study part time night class at the same time..get a cert 1st to stand by cos i think i cant get into uni lor..i wan work in the bank too..nid do some research 1st, see nid wat cert to work at the bank..haiz

sometime i wondering..y mus we live in this world to suffer..wat the point? i jus wan a simpler life..cant i? i really hate all those things and person that surround mi during my holiday..especially that "AUNTIE"..i hate ur stupid mouth.. i wish u can turn mute for a few days..let my ears rest too..sometime u nag, i jus treat as dog barking..haha..tis is y i can stand u for so long..even my supervisor said very "pei fu" of mi..lol

i told myself nt to blog agn but i still cant stop myself..alot of things in my mind..so vexed..nid to vent my anger..orelse my mood will be even more bad..sometimes jus getting tired of life..haiz

YEAH finally gt 2 things that make my mood better..1st is i got my salary..all is my "XUE HAN QIAN" lor..really gt blood and sweat lor..cos injured myself many times..haiz..i mus nt anihow spend it..i wan to save lots of $$ for my future plan.

nxt is tml holiday dun nid work, can rest 1 more day..hehe

everytime no lunch, make mi no strength lor..so i mus hav a full meal b4 i go work but mostly early in the moring whre gt appetite..so in the end..very hungry during aftnn time.

ppl make mistake, u say ppl but when u make mistake, u jus pretend..u r the one who took the order, still can make a mistake..stupid la..always noe how to say others but dunno how to say urself..im very sure i gaven u the receipt, but u still dare to yue wang wo..i noe ur english very gd..so wat? trying to let ppl noe u r very high edu huh? u didnt tell mi how i noe..i nt the worm inside ur stomach..ok? what u did is always correct and wat other did is always wrong..In ur eyes, no one is perfect or gd lor except urself..Didnt respect others still wan others to respect u..do u noe wat u said will affect the person nt..all of us r human being, y mus u say other, other r jus doin part of their job..u shldnt hav said them..so pls think b4 u speak..orelse wat ur brain for? r u using somewhre else to think..always wan act very HC person but too bad, u nt match for tis title..ok..do wake up..auntie

PS: y mus the result be tis, i dun like..sian

wow so weird..last wk mention that my tv spoil rite but now still can watch lor..act the component is nt impt de..wldnt affect the screen so still able to watch but i dun dare to on it lor scare it happen agn..lol

Fri nite,i finally told my mum wat on my mind and she given mi alot of comment and now the decision is on mi but i still haven cum out wif a final ans..still thinkin..haiz

i finally cant hold it animore..i dare to hang up and talk bac to u cos i really cant stand it animore..i had been holding it for so long le..im jus givin bac to u..i alreadi hold for 2 wks le..so its time to explore..so u better dun try it.
If u think u had saided it clearly but y none of us noe wat u toking abt..still dare say other..everytimes speak so softly and so rush, how ppl noe wat u toking abt..wat u say or do is always rite and wat others do is always wrong..if u wan say others, do think b4 u say..idiot
i very pity for ur the other half..he nid to stand ur temper and all sort of stupid words frm u..poor thing..
Another busy fri..was raining..i was wet lor..cos no umbrella..ask mi take but whre gt hand to take it..didnt use ur brain huh..wat ur brain for..to think of wat words to scold ppl huh? but dun take ur temper out on mi ok.
If u feel that saying others can outstand ur capable..then dun drag mi in ok..i nt willing to do that for u ok..keep telling other u gt 2..so wat? very big huh? very capable huh? choose tis kind of location..still wan ppl go promote..shit lor..one day sure gone..haha
YEAH 2 wks gone and now left 3 wk..how i wish 3 wks can flew away soon..although 3 wks over le..and is time to prepare for sch reopen but i rather sch reopen then holiday..i dun like tis yr sch holiday..HATE

i really feel that u r making use of mi..how can u like that..when u nid help, im always thre but when i nid u, whre r u? im now in tis, all bcos of u..u sabotage mi and still pretend nth happened..now i finally see ur true colour..no matter how many times u wan chat or nudge mi at msn..i wldnt reply u de..

had been watchin 黑糖群俠傳 (xiaoyu is so handsome and cute) and 篮球火 (jerry is so cool)recently but i haven finish watchin 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 (jiro is so cute and funny) then i jump to the 2 show.. lol

watched"$ nt enough 2" jus now...behind part was so touching lor..mother is always willin to giv up anithing for their children.

sian tml work 730am..hav to wake up very early..haiz..didnt had my lunch during wkday cos if i dun hav lunch means i can earn more..sometime work frm 8am to 3 or even 430pm then reach hm alreadi can hav my dinner le..can save $$..hehe

PS: today wake up wif a "YU QING" hand

LIFE IS MISERABLE..LIFE IS UNFAIR..LIFE IS AGONY..LIFE IS MEANINGLESS

sry..didnt update for 2 wks le..was busy wif work..now having sch holiday until 19 oct..so go work lor..earn some $..but everyday back frm work was alreadi very tired so didnt use com during wkday.. oni use during wkend cos nt working..so gt time to do my own thing.
so unlucky..jus stated work for few days, alreadi hurt myself le...sian

Fri was the most busy day, when i reach hm, my leg was so tired..dun feel like standing up..jus wan sit thre forever..hungry le..still dun wan go cook and eat..lol

i jus putted the counter..wanted to put so long ago but dunno how to do so..until i saw jiaxi putting it then jus get frm his side..more easy..haha

so angry lor..fri wanted to watch "perfect cut" cos that time i missed ep3 but ytd missed agn lor..fall aslp agn..so no choice..i think watch frm internet bah..sian

act i dunno wat to write now..jus feel very slpy now..although i slpt until very late but still feel slpy..i guess is bcos during my slp, the phone call keep disturbing mi so didnt really slp well..idiot phone call.

oh ya..ytd scared mi..my hse tv spoilt..i was abt to turn bac and walk to my rm and i heard a loud sound so i ask my bro wat sound..he said frm tv set and aft awhile, i saw smoke out frm the tv set and i quickly off all the power...the smoke was quite alot lor..so smelly..but luckily my hse ggt more than 1 tv set orelse i nt able to watch my show le..haha

Wanted to cut my hair but ytd and jus now went dwn, it didnt open lor..make mi walk 2 times..haiz...die..hair getting longer and longer le..mus cut orelse very untidy..lol..then i saw waffles..act dun really like it cos i feel that its very sweet but ytd tried it..ok la..nt bad..my 1st time to eat it..i bought choc flav de..i guess i fall in love wif it le..hehe..

ok update nxt time when i free.

Sometime feel that life is getting boring and boring..1 day passed very fast..sian..getting old..and in half more yr, gg to BI YE le..i dun wan my sch life to end so fast..i still haven really njoy it..i dun wan go into work life..work life is so stress..hate it.

u think u r who..this is act ur fault lor and u still balme other..said other didnt remind u but who noe wat u wan rite..always said other but dunno how to said urself lor..u think u very clever or wat..if u gd then more ppl in this world will be better than u lor..if u wan other to respect u, u mus respect other 1st..ok..dun giv mi that type of proud face.

today slp until 230pm plus..was so tired aft the trip..cos went to slp at 2am and wake up at 5am to get ready..so tired..oni slp for 3hrs..

ok..let mi tell u abt my malaysia trip on sun..we wnt 3 place..kluang..batu pahut..yong ping..we reach thre at ard 8am..so went to had our breakfast 1st..i order jian you mian (soya sauce noddle)..quite nice and cheap too..oni rm3.5

Then went to a choc shop to look at choc product..act wan buy a vanilla choc drink but in the end didn’t cos dunno nice ant..but now I regret cos I love vanilla..no hurt trying rite..sian
We also went to the organic farm for vegetable and drangon fruit..act wan buy some drangon fruit but too heavy lor..so didn’t but we bought the kulopok tidbit thre..so many flavour lor..i bought cabbage and spicy and many other tidbit too.

We also went to the temple thre, I saw ba xian guo hai tong xiang..so nice lor and big lor..and I saw the turtle..super big..i think abt 65cm long lor..took the pic but dunno able to upload nt cos something wrong wif my sis cable..i also bought a keychain cos I love to collect it..so bought it as a ji lian ping lor..

We went to a restaurant “ jin jin” to had our lunch..the sign dish thre is the fruit fish and pi pa ya(pi pa duck)..nt gd act..and what make mi excited was that..my dad let mi take a slip of heiniken beer..cos act he dun like us to drink beer but when he ard, we may allow..lol..heiniken beer taste nt bad compare to tiger.

Then went to a shop, I didn’t notice the shop name but I saw christoper, fann wong and nick shen been to thre b4..saw their photo thre..i saw choc agn..wanted to but cos didn’t noe choc gt so many flavour..banana, honeydew,durian and more..wan buy durian de but scared later my dad scold cos I bought a lot of things le..so now regret lor.

Then went to shop at their shoppin center..i bought a wallet and my mum bought a handbag..act I wan buy a bag too but all is white colour and I wan black so didn’t buy lor..i also bough a hp strip..so cheap lor.

i keep lookin outside as every1 very slping..cos i wan see can get to spot weird and strange things nt..haha

I notice the traffic light at Malaysia..gt digital number above it..so gd lor..u will noe still nid wait how long for the green or red light..if spore hav it then it will be gd lor..so that time my data collection for the project wldnt be so tough le lor..sian

And also during nite time, some of the rd dun hav rd light by the side lor..so dark..cant even see clearly lor..i saw a animal at the rd side but dunno wat animal is that..i think is “lu”bah..
The hse thre is like our singpore kampng lor..all hse make of wood and also wif lots of tree and mud too.

i oso notice the bus stop thre..nt like bus stop lor cos no1 waiting plus no bus number sign block too..there oni gt few bench and shelter..didnt saw a single bus..wonder whre the bus gone too..lol

We went to a restaurant agn to had our dinner and aft our dinner, was abt 8pm plus..so we headed bac to the checkpt..but thre jam for abt 1 hrs plus lor and in the end reached hm at 12am..sian..so tired

the air con on the bus was so cold until my leg cramp 2 times lor..so painful..bought alot of otah too..heard that their otah is nice..gt prawn, sotong and fish..butwe oni bought fish cos the tour guide sid fish is more nicer..avt nt bad cos i tried jus now aftnn time le.

Its quite weird to pay wif other country notes..mayb nt used bah..like so uncomfortable lor..i keep askin $$ frm dad to buy tis and that..in the end came bac wif 3 packets..so heavy lor.
act frm tis trip, i learnt alot..cos we went wif a tour and the tour guide said alot of things which i dunno..gd gd..act nt bad to go wif tour cos u may get to learnt a lot of things and knowledge too.
Heard frm my dad, they plan to go Taiwan at march..hope I wish I can go too..i wanted to go for so long but nid to save $ 1st..cos I dun think my dad will help mi pay..haha

now my mood is better aft the trip..cos like wat the tour guide said..no matter u r happy ant..life still go on..so y dun spend it happily..i always told other too but its easy to say than done..haiz

Looking at my parent hair..noticed they gt a lot of white hair..then I realized they r getting older and older..make mi realized nid to be gd to them.. its easy to say then done..lol but sometime they r nagging.. but i noe they cares for us..

I really dunno wat I can do le..i tried but u disappointed mi..nth matter wat happen to mi, u wldnt cares too rite..since u dun cares abt mi then I shldnt say that much le..im very disappointed wif u. I shldnt let u affecxt my mood and day too..nt worth it

PS:sry for the long post cos alot of thing to write as it was my 1st time to malaysia..haha

haiz..y so late, i still haven slp? sudd feel like crying..dunno y lei.

i alreadi tried my best..but it still came out to be like that..i really dunno wat i can do animore..im gg to give up le..i did cares for u but i dun think u noe it bah..haiz..im very upset..i really dunno wat to say..im doin all those for u..can u see that? dun let mi feel disappointed in u..ok?

ok i shldnt dwell on it..let get bac to what happened to mi

wed gt scared by my neighbood dog..tis happened when i was toking to my sis near our hse door..then i heard sound, so i turned bac and saw a dog beside my leg..i was scared by the dog and i think i screamed..really scared mi lor..and hurt myself..idiots..painnnn.

ONCE BITTEN, TWICE SHY

then thur went for interview but i think my chance nt high lor..sian..wore new shoes and now my legs so painful..skin peel off.. my finger too..cos jus now wan open glue cover but it was veri tight so i used my strength to open and i guess twist too much until i peel out my skin lor..painnn agn..haiz..i guess is nt my day bah..

tis sat gt derrick autograph seesion, feel like gg but reallly no mood, strength to go..veri lazy to go j8..so long didnt go thre..later lost my way..im so funny..IMM is more further than j8 lor..i still can go IMM for 2 times lor.

oh realised i did nt chat wif jiaxi on9 for abt 2 mths plus le..miss chatting wif him but act oso nth to chat animore..dunno wat to chat...haha

now is almost 3am, y i didnt see jiaxi on9,chengxi too..when jiaxi on9, i was watchin show..when i on9, dunno whre he is..perhaps no fate bah..sian

Sian..now holiday le..but i nt really happy cos slack at hm..trying to find something to do..clean the hse. do art n craft..watch tv prog..play com..do attachment rpt..listen to music..watch WWDZ show that i recorded last time.
but i did look for job too..called 3 company today..1st time call to look for job..last time is all frm previous job de..i dun nid to call..so quite nervous when i call...but 1 is promoter..so i dun wan..now the things that i fang is: shld i call my previous job boss? the salary thre is very high but quite far..nid wake up very early..or shld i take the sales job? shld i change working enviroment? vexed
i think jus take 1 step at a time bah..mayb rest for afew day 1st if no1 call mi..will continue look when i bac frm malaysia.
ok hre the photo we took last fri at the ktv.

me wif my dear daughter

took tis at the bus stop lor..guess mus hav ppl looking at us bah..cos we wait for the bus until so long so took it while waiting for it.

took a grp photoaft we bac frm ktv cos that day is our last day of mp( thk huiying for askin mi over to took wif them)

y m i standing behind..lol..like a passer by..haha

me wif aiying

Act still gt alot of photo..but is wif huiying n chufeng..huiying when u see tis, rmb to send mi and also ask chufeng too...thks

Didnt noe we took so many pic..abt 90 or even 100plus..lol..my fren took some pic of mi secretly..didnt noe aft my fren send mi those pic..wldnt post it cos super damn ugly..lol..ugly side of us..still gt ppl slp..hahaha..we took alot during our singing but too much le..so better dun post..too lazy..haha

i really nt use to the life now..day w/o gathering..day w/o gg mdc see jiaxi..day w/o stayin out late at mdc..day w/o WWDZ show..day w/o nt missing jiaxi..really hope his bday gathering can reach soon..MISS JIAXI MISS TAKIN PHOTO WIF HIM..

ytd the nanny daddy show is so nice..the baby nicole so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee...is a nice show..mus watch baby baby i love u

HAHAHAHAHA

Heard frm my sis that few days ago, my dad saw the pic that i took wif jiaxi and he ask my sis

dad: who is tis guy?

sis: he frm u are the one contestant?

dad: y can take photo wif him?

sis: cos they went sing ktv together

dad: y can sing ktv together? ur sis gt sing ktv de meh?

LOL

ya act i dun sing ktv..haha

im so angry wif ur that face..ok..i noe wat u ppl thinking..u all may think im too crazy but tis is wat i njoy the most..i shldnt care how other think..i dun hav to live for other..i jus nid to live for myself..myself happy is the most impt..im comfortable wif wat im doin now..

u all might think im so silly or stupid but im jus happy to do that..u all hav things that interest u..me too..ok..so stop blocking my way..get lost.

ytd i and my frens went to sing ktv at bugis..cos is the end of our MP le..so we went to sort of celebrate it..total include mi is 6 ppl....tis is my 2nd time to ktv..1st is jiaxi gathering..it been 2 mths since jiaxi gathering but tis time is nt at teo heng...is at bugis..i like the place compare to teo heng..cos is more nicer..i like the table and drink(will upload the pic soon)we started frm 11 to 430pm..act is until 6pm cos we nid to rush bac to sch to clock out..we stay inside for so long until every1 keep saying "COLD COLD COLD"

omg..every1 thre was so gd in singing..so nice lor..my frens said i sing too soft and keep sabo mi lor..sudd dun sing..let mi sing alone..i was so shy lor..act i did sing but dunno y sound so soft..mayb i nt able to shout the voice when singing..cos they was so high when they sing..

we also had a solo part..each person sing 1 song..die lor..i dun wan sing solo..but luckily the song i choose is short de..is stefanie sun" lie zui" and i manage to escape it.

we divided to 2 grps to sing the duet part..and we was like PK lor..see whose voice louder..but i didnt join cos no strength le..

at 1st it was quite funs but aft sang for so long, i was tired..i jus lie dwn on the sofa and rest while the rest of them still hav energy to sing..pei fu pei fu..

i think we sang abt 60 over of songs lor..when i go select the new song menu..gt alot of song that i nv seen b4..i guess im outdated..seldom go ktv bah..haha

when singing liang shan bo & julia ya, zui jin, kiss goodbye....i was so emo..as it make mi think of jiaxi.

When was on the bus way bac to sch, my mind was all him lor..think of the funs we had during the gathering at teo heng..really cant wait for the nxt gathering..cant wait to see him..think think...until i close my eyes and slp on the bus..in the end..head super pain lor cos the bus keep shaking..make mi giddy too..

IM MISSING MR KANG JIAXI SO BADLY

Then reached hm nt more than 3hrs, i fell alsp le..was super tired lor..lied on the sofa slp frm 9pm to 12pm..is nxt day 12pm..haha..15hrs lor..nv slp for so long in my entire life..i think is bcos those few days oni slp for 5 or 6 hrs per day so all "lie ji" together..hehe

ok let tell u wat i had been doin for the past few days..

last tue had my pr2..waked up at 6am cos my frens said go early to rehear for the presenatation..we meet at 730am and i reach wif a slpy mood..so early lor..i wan to continue slp..haiz..

at 1st i was quite scare for the pr2 cos heard frm senior, it's a quite tough presentation..luckily the comment frm teacher was nt bad..all gd comment..hehe

then the rest of the 2 days, we slack lor..cos nth to do as i almost done wif my sip rpt..so on wed n thurs, we went to mlb shifu place to had our lunch..i ordered curry baked rice wif lemon tea n ice cream and thur i change to other cos always eat the same..very sian..so i change to creamy white baked rice wif lemon tea and soup..act the soup nid to charge but the boss said nvm..haha

my fren said they saw my creamy white baked rice feel like eating lor..lol..they still wan to order one more of it to share lor..but in the end..didnt order..lol,,so spent alot recently..i cant continue to spend..most save $$..and also look for job to earn $$..orelse sure die..lol

YEAH END OF SIP/MP..but i brought bac wif 4packets of tibit..3 cans of drink,sweet,sour plum and abt 1cm thick of paper bac hm lor..so heavy

tis is wat i get for not finish it 1st b4 i buy agn..tis is the words for mi "suffer and deserve"

ytd watch the chu 10pm show until i fall alsp..suppose to msg my fren regarding whether i meeting them tml 11am for the job nt but in the end, i slp until the nxt morning 11am..lol..i still ask my sis to wake mi up at 1130pm ytd nite..perhap too tired le bah..hope nxt mon dun fall alsp agn cos is the last ep..mus stay tune.

Then today morning wake up wif a flu and sore throat..sian..i guess gg to fall sick..i mus drink more more water..

today weather is so gd..so cold..nice to slp now but i cant cos i still nid to do my mp report..sian.

btw Last wed, we had a public presentation..after the presentation, we though of havin a photo taking wif the other grp and also our mp supervisor.

Nxt both wk tue still gt presentation lor..left 2 more and that shld b the end of my mp le..YEAH and my holiday starting soon le..counting dwn..gg malaysia too..although oni 1 day but at least nth rite..lol..really cant wait to go..never been to malaysia except genting but oni when i was a kid..haha

My mp project grp members

my grp and the other grp (wif our mp supervisor)