Below are the 2 pairs of shoes that I bought yesterday. The pair on the left costs $19.90 and on the right costs $29.90. Is it expensive? I think should be ok but my mother said quite expensive .

So happy, finally have sort of ladies shoes. Yesterday went to Joo chiat complex to shop for shoes of my size. Due to my big elephant leg, it was so tough for me to buy shoes. So recently, I look through Internet and found a palce, which sell big sizes shoes so I went there yesterday. The shop sells a lot of big sizes shoes. First times I keep request for smaller and smaller sizes after I tried a few of the shoes. I think I will patronize the shop again because I still want to buy some more. I’m going broke soon.

Yesterday went back to campus for a career guide talk. Before I head off to my campus, I went to Century Square first to shop. I saw a blouse, which i've been eyeing for very long. But it costs $40 plus and also a skirt which costs almost $50. So I have to think about it first before I buy. How I wish the 1st digit of the price is starts with 3 instead. Should I buy?

So many things want to buy, hope I be able to find a job soon. I want perm job but not a lot. If I found a job, those things below is definitely needed

1) Clothes (especially Office wear)
2) Shoes (perhaps not high heels because I’m tall enough..LOL)
3) Bags (Office type)

Saw some blouse, tops and skirts during online shopping but still thinking want to buy not because the range is around $39.90 to $69.90. All of those need money. $$$$$$

I finally feel the pressure when my sister asked me those questions.

Sister: Now you finished your poly studies so what you intend to do?

Me: Still got what, go look for job.

Sister: So how the feeling of going to step out of school life and start working?After study for so long, it's time for you to earn $ and contribute to the family..

Suddenly I feel the burden on my shoulder getting heavy. I really not mentally prepared yet. HELP?