Yesterday I couldn’t get to sleep, start tossing and turning on my bed from 1am to 3.30am but I still couldn’t get to sleep. Something keeps flushing out from my mind. I just don’t understand. The word “WHY” keep flushing out. I just couldn’t figure out the answer. Perhaps争一只眼　闭一只眼 will be a good solution to it.

Sometime I hate myself for being so softhearted, why couldn’t I be callous. Why I always say out something cruel but in the end it doesn’t turn out to be in that way.

Sometimes things don’t need to speak out so clearly.