Elson's operation..God Bless him..Praying!!!

Haiz..Tomorrow is elson's operation. Haiz, so fast..tml is the day..but it still look like a dream to mi, I still cant believe it..everything seem to be so unreal to me..how i wish it wasn't true at all..but i really hope he will be fine..God bless him..Praying Praying

I really hope it wouldn't affect his voice chord and he will be fully recover after the operation and everything will be back to past. He will sing for us on stage soon. He will still be that cheerful, happy go lucky and I want to see him smile again.

Knowing that he had slimmed down again..haiz..I know it was very miserable as he couldnt eat anything as he will feel pain. I really don't know what to do. Just feel so pain for him.

Was listening to my imeem playlist and heard elson's song, interview with 933 and 933 birthday party interview/performance. Alot of memories flushed back. Still remember the first time i saw him, he was so nice and friendly.

Message for elson:

Elson not matter how tough or how long the route will be, we will be there although I didnt accompany you for the past few year. Dont worry and hang it there. Luck will be by ur side so dun think too much, u will be fine and God will bless u, we will be thre to accompany u through this period. Must hav a good rest and take good care of urself. Will be praying for u. Be strong..Jiayou!! :)

Dedicate song for elson at 933, 1 by dedication website and another by SMS but don't think will be read out.

你一点都不孤单, 我们会陪你一起奋战到底,这过程或许痛,　但让我们陪着你一起走过艰难，只要不放弃，下一秒有奇迹，我相信雨后天晴时一定会有彩虹。希望你手术顺利，早日康复，要好好好好的照顾自己, 我们会在你身边陪着你。。你一定要挨过去..我知道你很坚强，你能做到的，加油！！加油！！！

I'm really a person who is not good at expressing my feeling with word but I'm a emotional person.

Next, I'm so vexed and whirl. Don't want to think about it anymore so don't even mention it to me anymore. It's none of my business and its none of your business too. but I still choose the way my heart want me to follow. So just leave me alone..Please!!

Being frank is wrong? Being straight forward is wrong too?
I really don't know what to said......
Who to trust? Who to believe?

Song for today..I like this song. Everytimes I heard this version by derrick, my tear will start rolling inside my eyes. It touched my heart. And derrick was the contestant that I like during Project superstar 2007.