I'm sad because......

I do keep my promise and blog about it. So don't say that I didnt share with you or you don't fren mi..LOL

I just feel sad when he said that. Sometimes I wonder do you mean what you said or are you joking with me. But all I know is what you said do affect me. I feel really upset. Sometime I wonder, do you say those words to the rest too? I know you cares for me, when I'm sad, you will show your concern toward me but I guess I'm not the only one and I don't think I'm that special one too. Perhaps with or without me, there wouldnt be a different or big changes in your life.

I broke my sis's perfume that day. Was quite afraid and upset as I afraid it might be a important perfume to her. So I was worry and keep waiting for her to be back from her fren wedding until 3am and I fall aslp.

I really don't know what is the definition of FRIEND. People always say "you are my friend" but I dont want just word or title, I want to see action. The way you show me doesn't make me feel like you are treating me as a friend.

Will they remember it? They doesn't seem to cares about me. I think they are just only entertaining me.

Sometime I really don't know what to do. 见人说人话, even if we don't like this person, we still have to act and treat them good. So someone might mistaken you that you are being fake. I really don't know what to do. Now I have this feeling 猪八戒照镜子，里外不是人.


Who is good to me, who is bad to me, I have no ideas? All I want is your trust......