HAHAHAHAHA

Heard frm my sis that few days ago, my dad saw the pic that i took wif jiaxi and he ask my sis

dad: who is tis guy?

sis: he frm u are the one contestant?

dad: y can take photo wif him?

sis: cos they went sing ktv together

dad: y can sing ktv together? ur sis gt sing ktv de meh?

LOL

ya act i dun sing ktv..haha

im so angry wif ur that face..ok..i noe wat u ppl thinking..u all may think im too crazy but tis is wat i njoy the most..i shldnt care how other think..i dun hav to live for other..i jus nid to live for myself..myself happy is the most impt..im comfortable wif wat im doin now..

u all might think im so silly or stupid but im jus happy to do that..u all hav things that interest u..me too..ok..so stop blocking my way..get lost.

ytd i and my frens went to sing ktv at bugis..cos is the end of our MP le..so we went to sort of celebrate it..total include mi is 6 ppl....tis is my 2nd time to ktv..1st is jiaxi gathering..it been 2 mths since jiaxi gathering but tis time is nt at teo heng...is at bugis..i like the place compare to teo heng..cos is more nicer..i like the table and drink(will upload the pic soon)we started frm 11 to 430pm..act is until 6pm cos we nid to rush bac to sch to clock out..we stay inside for so long until every1 keep saying "COLD COLD COLD"

omg..every1 thre was so gd in singing..so nice lor..my frens said i sing too soft and keep sabo mi lor..sudd dun sing..let mi sing alone..i was so shy lor..act i did sing but dunno y sound so soft..mayb i nt able to shout the voice when singing..cos they was so high when they sing..

we also had a solo part..each person sing 1 song..die lor..i dun wan sing solo..but luckily the song i choose is short de..is stefanie sun" lie zui" and i manage to escape it.

we divided to 2 grps to sing the duet part..and we was like PK lor..see whose voice louder..but i didnt join cos no strength le..

at 1st it was quite funs but aft sang for so long, i was tired..i jus lie dwn on the sofa and rest while the rest of them still hav energy to sing..pei fu pei fu..

i think we sang abt 60 over of songs lor..when i go select the new song menu..gt alot of song that i nv seen b4..i guess im outdated..seldom go ktv bah..haha

when singing liang shan bo & julia ya, zui jin, kiss goodbye....i was so emo..as it make mi think of jiaxi.

When was on the bus way bac to sch, my mind was all him lor..think of the funs we had during the gathering at teo heng..really cant wait for the nxt gathering..cant wait to see him..think think...until i close my eyes and slp on the bus..in the end..head super pain lor cos the bus keep shaking..make mi giddy too..

IM MISSING MR KANG JIAXI SO BADLY

Then reached hm nt more than 3hrs, i fell alsp le..was super tired lor..lied on the sofa slp frm 9pm to 12pm..is nxt day 12pm..haha..15hrs lor..nv slp for so long in my entire life..i think is bcos those few days oni slp for 5 or 6 hrs per day so all "lie ji" together..hehe

ok let tell u wat i had been doin for the past few days..

last tue had my pr2..waked up at 6am cos my frens said go early to rehear for the presenatation..we meet at 730am and i reach wif a slpy mood..so early lor..i wan to continue slp..haiz..

at 1st i was quite scare for the pr2 cos heard frm senior, it's a quite tough presentation..luckily the comment frm teacher was nt bad..all gd comment..hehe

then the rest of the 2 days, we slack lor..cos nth to do as i almost done wif my sip rpt..so on wed n thurs, we went to mlb shifu place to had our lunch..i ordered curry baked rice wif lemon tea n ice cream and thur i change to other cos always eat the same..very sian..so i change to creamy white baked rice wif lemon tea and soup..act the soup nid to charge but the boss said nvm..haha

my fren said they saw my creamy white baked rice feel like eating lor..lol..they still wan to order one more of it to share lor..but in the end..didnt order..lol,,so spent alot recently..i cant continue to spend..most save $$..and also look for job to earn $$..orelse sure die..lol

YEAH END OF SIP/MP..but i brought bac wif 4packets of tibit..3 cans of drink,sweet,sour plum and abt 1cm thick of paper bac hm lor..so heavy

tis is wat i get for not finish it 1st b4 i buy agn..tis is the words for mi "suffer and deserve"

ytd watch the chu 10pm show until i fall alsp..suppose to msg my fren regarding whether i meeting them tml 11am for the job nt but in the end, i slp until the nxt morning 11am..lol..i still ask my sis to wake mi up at 1130pm ytd nite..perhap too tired le bah..hope nxt mon dun fall alsp agn cos is the last ep..mus stay tune.

Then today morning wake up wif a flu and sore throat..sian..i guess gg to fall sick..i mus drink more more water..

today weather is so gd..so cold..nice to slp now but i cant cos i still nid to do my mp report..sian.

btw Last wed, we had a public presentation..after the presentation, we though of havin a photo taking wif the other grp and also our mp supervisor.

Nxt both wk tue still gt presentation lor..left 2 more and that shld b the end of my mp le..YEAH and my holiday starting soon le..counting dwn..gg malaysia too..although oni 1 day but at least nth rite..lol..really cant wait to go..never been to malaysia except genting but oni when i was a kid..haha

My mp project grp members

my grp and the other grp (wif our mp supervisor)

idiot..wat a bad day ytd...forgot to clock out lor..we need to scan our thumbprint everyday we reach n off..aft i reach the kaki bukit thre then i realised i didnt scan..so i rushed bac to sch agn..but all the rm closed so no choice lor..have to submit form le..my mum n the uncle thre said i shldnt went bac..shld jus went hm but i wanna try..see able to make it nt..so i really regret le lor..make mi so tired and sweat alot in the end..haiz..i guess im getting older..keep fogetting things...STM..die le la

ytd didnt hav lunch lor..was so busy wif sch work until i forgot abt it..see..forgot agn..in end, very hungry..lol

YEAH in abt 2 wks time, im havin holiday le..want to look for temp job..searching for it now..but dunno wan to appear which 1..sian.

Btw tis is jiaxi yahoo FC..ani1 intertested can join it...thks
http://asia.ph.groups.yahoo.com/group/Jiaxifc

Had been reading story bk nowaday..act i dun read story bk but recently saw chengxi mention abt "the notebook" movie so went to borrow the story bk frm my sch library to read it..haven read finish lor..quite busy nowaday..keep keying data for my sch project..key until my eyes very tired lor..cos i keep doin for a long hrs..i noe its bad for eyes but no choice..hav to rush for it..haiz..sian

Last sat aftnn i cleaned up my living rm cos my mum asked mi to do so plus there was alot of dust so no choice lor..clean until i sweat alot lor.

sun nth to do..wanted to watch television prog but all is olympic prog so jus lie on my mum bed cos really very bored..but in the end, i falled aslp..nv use to slp in the aftnn but oni for a short nap..then i wake up at ard 2plus..wanted to go bath but when i walk to my rm, i still cant continue to lie on my bed agn..dun wan to wake up..then in the end, lie under 245pm then finally wake up and bath..perhaps was too tired lor..but i slp quite alot those few days..lol

tue i saw one of the twin sister of WWDZ at my sch..i think is shiying bah..i was havin my lunch at design sch and she was sitting the table next to mi wif her frens..
At first i didnt saw her..is my fren that call mi then i notice her..haha

ytd nite was too tired that i fell alsp my on living rm sofa..and today morning wake up wif my hand pain lor..dunno is it bcos i slp on sofa and tis cos hurt my hand without noeing the result..lol..or is it bcos keep typing non stop for the project.

Btw i realised jealous and long distance relationshipis is the main reason that cause a relationship to fail.

Hello everyone...Rachel sis is in NUS business pageant! She is miss TP in hey gorgeous! BEATRICE TAN. Pls vote for her. its an online free voting. the website is http://www.funkygrad.com/jamnhop/vote.php

she is F2 Beatrice Tan. hee... mus support her..thks

btw there is a nus pageant event on tis sat at clark quak..if u all intertesteed..the ticket is $15..the dateline for the ticket is tml..anithing u wan to clarify,can go rachal blog which is on my blog link..thks

ytd went to my dad birthday celebration at RC..took some photo..was so shy lor..hav to stand on the stage and alot of camera shooting..look like star lor..lol..didnt noe i can get to taste it lor..lol..so many flash light..until my eyes blur lor..haha..

There was a super big and nice cake lor..i thought that time jiaxi gathering cake was the bigger but didnt noe my dad one even bigger lor..but oso super exp lor..$80 plus.

btw wed presentation was quite ok..although is oni a rehearsal but we treat it like real one..i thought i will be very nervous but act not wat i thought lor..quite ok..at least better than last time..last time present, heartbeat was so fast lor but ytd ok lah..had no presentation for the past 6 mths lor..and now hav to present..i think nxt 2 wks still hav to present agn..1 is reahearsal and 1 is formal(hav to present to public lor)..act i dun really like presentation lor..jus dunno y lei..hee

I still cant help nt to think of it..everytime go his blog and read the post..i will feel very sad..i really hope thay can patch bac..i also feel sad for his bro..hope he can patch bac too..its really hard to find some1 u love and love u too..and also its fortune to be love by some1 compare to love some1 as loving some1 is too miserable..hope to hear the good news frm both of u..gd luck and take care too

CHEER UP BOTH OF U

saw the pic at jiaxi blog..omg..so funny..nard nard..LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH...wasnt noe that was him lor..cant even recognise him lor..really cant wait to watch the show..YEAH

btw i very disappointed wif myself..i still cant bear myself for nt thinkin of u..i thought i can do it..but in the end..i still cant help for not thinking of u agn & agn and also keep mention ur name frm my mouth..but at least im nt so foolish than last time bah..i guess so bah..haiz..but u r too gd and kind that i cant bear to do tis to u..

HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

It's better to love & lost then never to love at all


Saw this sentence at tm and think its meaningful so post it hre..i strongly agree wif it..Jus njoy on the process..at least u noe how it feel..better than nv in love b4..so once love lost, dun dwell on it animore as there's a start but also a end in love..nth is forever even relationship..so really hav to cheer up as life still hav to go on.

Ytd my sis mention abt giving dad red packet for his birthday present..i totally forgotten abt it until she said so..sian..hav to save and nt spend my money anihow le..mus save lor orelse my bank acct number will get smaller and smaller..number decrease and decrease..always out but no in..holiday mus go look for job orelse no $ to spend..still gt sch fees nid to pay..haiz..$ is really nt enought for mi lor..HELP..JOB JOB

JIAXI JIAXI DO CHEER UP OK

haiz..i dunno wat wrong wif mi those few days,no mood to do anithing..im nt sure is it bcos of u..do u affect mi so much? i hav no ideas too..sometime i feel regret..wat i had done is worth it nt..do u understand how i feel rite now?

Sometime u treat mi gd and sometime nt..do u noe it make mi feel miserable..i keep asking myself wat m i doin but i still cant get an ans. Since i stepped out my 1st move and hope i can continue wif it...do hope u can notice it too.

I noe i had been asking too much but since u fulfilled all the things i want, im satisfied wif it. Although the distance between us is getting far and far but i still hope we can still be like last time and u r still the one i know but nowaday i had been thinking..y m i so foolish n stupid? had been doin such stupid things..wat wrong wif mi? it wasnt mi that time? i wldnt do such things for such person..but.............................

y mus i treat u so gd..u dun seen to care abt mi..wat the reason for mi to treat u so gd? wat will i get in return? i guess its really time for mi to wake up and stop doin this type of childish,silly, foolish and stupid things for u..I think i shldnt live in my dream. i will nt be the crazy n silly person that u noe..i wan to be myself..i dun wan to fall into it deeper & deeper.

Perhaps i shldnt state the conclusion so early..i shall giv u another chance bah

Few days didnt blog le cos act no mood or motivation to do anithing..jus feel very moody even my fav utube oso no mood to watch it..had been daydreaming and thinking of some things. Recently was searching for something and found tis 2 pic that i drw last time..so post it up lor..

On tuesday at ard 4pm, i went dwn to sch canteen to had my lunch and i saw campus superstar yuyang..he was at the stall buying foods too..was infront of mi..i was so happy to see him lor..it was my first time lor to see him in sch..supported him b4 during the campus superstar.

At 5 something, my bro called mi and said he cuming to fetch mi..tis is the 1st time he drive mi hm..and in the end, reached hm very early..ard 5.50pm..so happy..dun nid to squeeze bus and can reach hm early..hope i wish nxt time gt ppl to drive mi hm agn..dun nid to take bus.At Nite, watch the chu 10pm korean show until i fall alsp..sian..missed half of it.

wednesday slack for almost half day cos our rpt alreadi done and had sended to teacher so jus hav to do ppt for the presentation lor..so nth to do, we went out and i bought alot of tidbit lor but in the end, my frens finished almost half of wat i bought today..

thursday went to MLB shifu place to eat agn..tis time i order curry baked rice but i changed the lemon tea n ice cream to 1 soup but i think they make a mistake by giving mi 2 soup..in the end, i was so full..so dinner jus ate a few mouth of my mum fried rice..At Nite, watch the chu 10pm korean show and fall alsp agn..sian..missed another half agn.

friday, we will told that nxt wed nid rehearsal for the project presentation so we rush the ppt but we was so tired, so jus done a few slides then continue nxt mon lor.
At nite, act wanted to watch the chu 1130pm ghost show but in the end..was too slpy that i fall alsp at ard 1230am..so didnt finish watching it..sian

why i keep falling aslp when i watch my fav show..perhaps was too tired tis week or mayb keep gg out with the weather so hot..so get tired easily bah.

Sian..wed gg present le..so long didnt present..sure scare lor..hope nth go wrong on that day.