i told myself nt to blog agn but i still cant stop myself..alot of things in my mind..so vexed..nid to vent my anger..orelse my mood will be even more bad..sometimes jus getting tired of life..haiz

YEAH finally gt 2 things that make my mood better..1st is i got my salary..all is my "XUE HAN QIAN" lor..really gt blood and sweat lor..cos injured myself many times..haiz..i mus nt anihow spend it..i wan to save lots of $$ for my future plan.

nxt is tml holiday dun nid work, can rest 1 more day..hehe

everytime no lunch, make mi no strength lor..so i mus hav a full meal b4 i go work but mostly early in the moring whre gt appetite..so in the end..very hungry during aftnn time.

ppl make mistake, u say ppl but when u make mistake, u jus pretend..u r the one who took the order, still can make a mistake..stupid la..always noe how to say others but dunno how to say urself..im very sure i gaven u the receipt, but u still dare to yue wang wo..i noe ur english very gd..so wat? trying to let ppl noe u r very high edu huh? u didnt tell mi how i noe..i nt the worm inside ur stomach..ok? what u did is always correct and wat other did is always wrong..In ur eyes, no one is perfect or gd lor except urself..Didnt respect others still wan others to respect u..do u noe wat u said will affect the person nt..all of us r human being, y mus u say other, other r jus doin part of their job..u shldnt hav said them..so pls think b4 u speak..orelse wat ur brain for? r u using somewhre else to think..always wan act very HC person but too bad, u nt match for tis title..ok..do wake up..auntie

PS: y mus the result be tis, i dun like..sian

wow so weird..last wk mention that my tv spoil rite but now still can watch lor..act the component is nt impt de..wldnt affect the screen so still able to watch but i dun dare to on it lor scare it happen agn..lol

Fri nite,i finally told my mum wat on my mind and she given mi alot of comment and now the decision is on mi but i still haven cum out wif a final ans..still thinkin..haiz

i finally cant hold it animore..i dare to hang up and talk bac to u cos i really cant stand it animore..i had been holding it for so long le..im jus givin bac to u..i alreadi hold for 2 wks le..so its time to explore..so u better dun try it.
If u think u had saided it clearly but y none of us noe wat u toking abt..still dare say other..everytimes speak so softly and so rush, how ppl noe wat u toking abt..wat u say or do is always rite and wat others do is always wrong..if u wan say others, do think b4 u say..idiot
i very pity for ur the other half..he nid to stand ur temper and all sort of stupid words frm u..poor thing..
Another busy fri..was raining..i was wet lor..cos no umbrella..ask mi take but whre gt hand to take it..didnt use ur brain huh..wat ur brain for..to think of wat words to scold ppl huh? but dun take ur temper out on mi ok.
If u feel that saying others can outstand ur capable..then dun drag mi in ok..i nt willing to do that for u ok..keep telling other u gt 2..so wat? very big huh? very capable huh? choose tis kind of location..still wan ppl go promote..shit lor..one day sure gone..haha
YEAH 2 wks gone and now left 3 wk..how i wish 3 wks can flew away soon..although 3 wks over le..and is time to prepare for sch reopen but i rather sch reopen then holiday..i dun like tis yr sch holiday..HATE

i really feel that u r making use of mi..how can u like that..when u nid help, im always thre but when i nid u, whre r u? im now in tis, all bcos of u..u sabotage mi and still pretend nth happened..now i finally see ur true colour..no matter how many times u wan chat or nudge mi at msn..i wldnt reply u de..

had been watchin 黑糖群俠傳 (xiaoyu is so handsome and cute) and 篮球火 (jerry is so cool)recently but i haven finish watchin 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 (jiro is so cute and funny) then i jump to the 2 show.. lol

watched"$ nt enough 2" jus now...behind part was so touching lor..mother is always willin to giv up anithing for their children.

sian tml work 730am..hav to wake up very early..haiz..didnt had my lunch during wkday cos if i dun hav lunch means i can earn more..sometime work frm 8am to 3 or even 430pm then reach hm alreadi can hav my dinner le..can save $$..hehe

PS: today wake up wif a "YU QING" hand

LIFE IS MISERABLE..LIFE IS UNFAIR..LIFE IS AGONY..LIFE IS MEANINGLESS

sry..didnt update for 2 wks le..was busy wif work..now having sch holiday until 19 oct..so go work lor..earn some $..but everyday back frm work was alreadi very tired so didnt use com during wkday.. oni use during wkend cos nt working..so gt time to do my own thing.
so unlucky..jus stated work for few days, alreadi hurt myself le...sian

Fri was the most busy day, when i reach hm, my leg was so tired..dun feel like standing up..jus wan sit thre forever..hungry le..still dun wan go cook and eat..lol

i jus putted the counter..wanted to put so long ago but dunno how to do so..until i saw jiaxi putting it then jus get frm his side..more easy..haha

so angry lor..fri wanted to watch "perfect cut" cos that time i missed ep3 but ytd missed agn lor..fall aslp agn..so no choice..i think watch frm internet bah..sian

act i dunno wat to write now..jus feel very slpy now..although i slpt until very late but still feel slpy..i guess is bcos during my slp, the phone call keep disturbing mi so didnt really slp well..idiot phone call.

oh ya..ytd scared mi..my hse tv spoilt..i was abt to turn bac and walk to my rm and i heard a loud sound so i ask my bro wat sound..he said frm tv set and aft awhile, i saw smoke out frm the tv set and i quickly off all the power...the smoke was quite alot lor..so smelly..but luckily my hse ggt more than 1 tv set orelse i nt able to watch my show le..haha

Wanted to cut my hair but ytd and jus now went dwn, it didnt open lor..make mi walk 2 times..haiz...die..hair getting longer and longer le..mus cut orelse very untidy..lol..then i saw waffles..act dun really like it cos i feel that its very sweet but ytd tried it..ok la..nt bad..my 1st time to eat it..i bought choc flav de..i guess i fall in love wif it le..hehe..

ok update nxt time when i free.

Sometime feel that life is getting boring and boring..1 day passed very fast..sian..getting old..and in half more yr, gg to BI YE le..i dun wan my sch life to end so fast..i still haven really njoy it..i dun wan go into work life..work life is so stress..hate it.

u think u r who..this is act ur fault lor and u still balme other..said other didnt remind u but who noe wat u wan rite..always said other but dunno how to said urself lor..u think u very clever or wat..if u gd then more ppl in this world will be better than u lor..if u wan other to respect u, u mus respect other 1st..ok..dun giv mi that type of proud face.

today slp until 230pm plus..was so tired aft the trip..cos went to slp at 2am and wake up at 5am to get ready..so tired..oni slp for 3hrs..

ok..let mi tell u abt my malaysia trip on sun..we wnt 3 place..kluang..batu pahut..yong ping..we reach thre at ard 8am..so went to had our breakfast 1st..i order jian you mian (soya sauce noddle)..quite nice and cheap too..oni rm3.5

Then went to a choc shop to look at choc product..act wan buy a vanilla choc drink but in the end didn’t cos dunno nice ant..but now I regret cos I love vanilla..no hurt trying rite..sian
We also went to the organic farm for vegetable and drangon fruit..act wan buy some drangon fruit but too heavy lor..so didn’t but we bought the kulopok tidbit thre..so many flavour lor..i bought cabbage and spicy and many other tidbit too.

We also went to the temple thre, I saw ba xian guo hai tong xiang..so nice lor and big lor..and I saw the turtle..super big..i think abt 65cm long lor..took the pic but dunno able to upload nt cos something wrong wif my sis cable..i also bought a keychain cos I love to collect it..so bought it as a ji lian ping lor..

We went to a restaurant “ jin jin” to had our lunch..the sign dish thre is the fruit fish and pi pa ya(pi pa duck)..nt gd act..and what make mi excited was that..my dad let mi take a slip of heiniken beer..cos act he dun like us to drink beer but when he ard, we may allow..lol..heiniken beer taste nt bad compare to tiger.

Then went to a shop, I didn’t notice the shop name but I saw christoper, fann wong and nick shen been to thre b4..saw their photo thre..i saw choc agn..wanted to but cos didn’t noe choc gt so many flavour..banana, honeydew,durian and more..wan buy durian de but scared later my dad scold cos I bought a lot of things le..so now regret lor.

Then went to shop at their shoppin center..i bought a wallet and my mum bought a handbag..act I wan buy a bag too but all is white colour and I wan black so didn’t buy lor..i also bough a hp strip..so cheap lor.

i keep lookin outside as every1 very slping..cos i wan see can get to spot weird and strange things nt..haha

I notice the traffic light at Malaysia..gt digital number above it..so gd lor..u will noe still nid wait how long for the green or red light..if spore hav it then it will be gd lor..so that time my data collection for the project wldnt be so tough le lor..sian

And also during nite time, some of the rd dun hav rd light by the side lor..so dark..cant even see clearly lor..i saw a animal at the rd side but dunno wat animal is that..i think is “lu”bah..
The hse thre is like our singpore kampng lor..all hse make of wood and also wif lots of tree and mud too.

i oso notice the bus stop thre..nt like bus stop lor cos no1 waiting plus no bus number sign block too..there oni gt few bench and shelter..didnt saw a single bus..wonder whre the bus gone too..lol

We went to a restaurant agn to had our dinner and aft our dinner, was abt 8pm plus..so we headed bac to the checkpt..but thre jam for abt 1 hrs plus lor and in the end reached hm at 12am..sian..so tired

the air con on the bus was so cold until my leg cramp 2 times lor..so painful..bought alot of otah too..heard that their otah is nice..gt prawn, sotong and fish..butwe oni bought fish cos the tour guide sid fish is more nicer..avt nt bad cos i tried jus now aftnn time le.

Its quite weird to pay wif other country notes..mayb nt used bah..like so uncomfortable lor..i keep askin $$ frm dad to buy tis and that..in the end came bac wif 3 packets..so heavy lor.
act frm tis trip, i learnt alot..cos we went wif a tour and the tour guide said alot of things which i dunno..gd gd..act nt bad to go wif tour cos u may get to learnt a lot of things and knowledge too.
Heard frm my dad, they plan to go Taiwan at march..hope I wish I can go too..i wanted to go for so long but nid to save $ 1st..cos I dun think my dad will help mi pay..haha

now my mood is better aft the trip..cos like wat the tour guide said..no matter u r happy ant..life still go on..so y dun spend it happily..i always told other too but its easy to say than done..haiz

Looking at my parent hair..noticed they gt a lot of white hair..then I realized they r getting older and older..make mi realized nid to be gd to them.. its easy to say then done..lol but sometime they r nagging.. but i noe they cares for us..

I really dunno wat I can do le..i tried but u disappointed mi..nth matter wat happen to mi, u wldnt cares too rite..since u dun cares abt mi then I shldnt say that much le..im very disappointed wif u. I shldnt let u affecxt my mood and day too..nt worth it

PS:sry for the long post cos alot of thing to write as it was my 1st time to malaysia..haha

haiz..y so late, i still haven slp? sudd feel like crying..dunno y lei.

i alreadi tried my best..but it still came out to be like that..i really dunno wat i can do animore..im gg to give up le..i did cares for u but i dun think u noe it bah..haiz..im very upset..i really dunno wat to say..im doin all those for u..can u see that? dun let mi feel disappointed in u..ok?

ok i shldnt dwell on it..let get bac to what happened to mi

wed gt scared by my neighbood dog..tis happened when i was toking to my sis near our hse door..then i heard sound, so i turned bac and saw a dog beside my leg..i was scared by the dog and i think i screamed..really scared mi lor..and hurt myself..idiots..painnnn.

ONCE BITTEN, TWICE SHY

then thur went for interview but i think my chance nt high lor..sian..wore new shoes and now my legs so painful..skin peel off.. my finger too..cos jus now wan open glue cover but it was veri tight so i used my strength to open and i guess twist too much until i peel out my skin lor..painnn agn..haiz..i guess is nt my day bah..

tis sat gt derrick autograph seesion, feel like gg but reallly no mood, strength to go..veri lazy to go j8..so long didnt go thre..later lost my way..im so funny..IMM is more further than j8 lor..i still can go IMM for 2 times lor.

oh realised i did nt chat wif jiaxi on9 for abt 2 mths plus le..miss chatting wif him but act oso nth to chat animore..dunno wat to chat...haha

now is almost 3am, y i didnt see jiaxi on9,chengxi too..when jiaxi on9, i was watchin show..when i on9, dunno whre he is..perhaps no fate bah..sian

Sian..now holiday le..but i nt really happy cos slack at hm..trying to find something to do..clean the hse. do art n craft..watch tv prog..play com..do attachment rpt..listen to music..watch WWDZ show that i recorded last time.
but i did look for job too..called 3 company today..1st time call to look for job..last time is all frm previous job de..i dun nid to call..so quite nervous when i call...but 1 is promoter..so i dun wan..now the things that i fang is: shld i call my previous job boss? the salary thre is very high but quite far..nid wake up very early..or shld i take the sales job? shld i change working enviroment? vexed
i think jus take 1 step at a time bah..mayb rest for afew day 1st if no1 call mi..will continue look when i bac frm malaysia.
ok hre the photo we took last fri at the ktv.

me wif my dear daughter

took tis at the bus stop lor..guess mus hav ppl looking at us bah..cos we wait for the bus until so long so took it while waiting for it.

took a grp photoaft we bac frm ktv cos that day is our last day of mp( thk huiying for askin mi over to took wif them)

y m i standing behind..lol..like a passer by..haha

me wif aiying

Act still gt alot of photo..but is wif huiying n chufeng..huiying when u see tis, rmb to send mi and also ask chufeng too...thks

Didnt noe we took so many pic..abt 90 or even 100plus..lol..my fren took some pic of mi secretly..didnt noe aft my fren send mi those pic..wldnt post it cos super damn ugly..lol..ugly side of us..still gt ppl slp..hahaha..we took alot during our singing but too much le..so better dun post..too lazy..haha

i really nt use to the life now..day w/o gathering..day w/o gg mdc see jiaxi..day w/o stayin out late at mdc..day w/o WWDZ show..day w/o nt missing jiaxi..really hope his bday gathering can reach soon..MISS JIAXI MISS TAKIN PHOTO WIF HIM..

ytd the nanny daddy show is so nice..the baby nicole so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee...is a nice show..mus watch baby baby i love u