Yesterday went to my colleague’s house to study. Actually we should meet at 1pm but I overslept until 1215pm so I message her and change to 130pm. We went to KFC at compass point but after studying for 1 hr, we changed to her house to study because the table was too small for her to study..LOL.. And also the place was very noisy. So went to her house to study until 545pm, as I need to rush down to parkway parade for elson’s performance. Took a shuttle bus from Sengkang and reached there at 645pm. As it was still early and I was hungry, I went to cold storage to buy a bread and green tea, bought 1 extra for elson too.

<> taken frm elson blog.

Elson’s performance was delayed. In the end, he sang 4 songs including 1 English song. First time listen to him singing English song. I was so concentrate during the English song. He sang with feeling and I was so 淘醉 in it..haha After that, we went to Mos burger to have a drink and chit chat abit. I didn't take the cold drink because was feeling very cold. After drinking, follow elson they all to evergreen to buy stationary and also look for printing shop but there wasn’t any printing shops nearby so they went to kovan and I happened to stay near there so follow them as well. We took a cab there, we divided into 2 groups for the cab but the 1st group went off 1st because only 1 cab came so we waited for the next cab. After waiting for almost 1 hr, we finally got the cab.

Went to have supper with them near Yio Chua Kang after that, actually don’t have a habit of having supper but they already ordered it so no choice but to eat it. Then William asks me “this is your first time having meal with us, do you feels stress” and I nodded my head. I just feel so uncomfortable sitting there. The EME members was very nice, friendly and kind but maybe I'm not used to it bah. So I keep quiet for the whole session. After the meal, still left 2 dishes didn’t finish so they play 终极密码 and Mandy& Joseph got punish and they have to finish the dishes. Mandy got to eat the dishes that everyone hate the most which was bitter ground.

After our supper, they still have meeting so I went off first. We took a cab, which can sit 8 peoples together. It was our 1st time to sit in these kinds of cab. So they dropped me down near my house and they went for their meeting. I was so tired when I reach home but although I was tired and sleepy yesterday but I slept at 4am plus and got awake by a no answer call at 1030am and I couldn’t get to sleep anymore.

Got elson EP on that day too and I quickly put the song into my hp so I can listen and set as ringtone. Like the song very much. Can't wait for his nxt album on nov.

Went to buy another pair of work shoes. Actually wanna buy 2 pairs but I don't want to spend too much $$ since I haven't got my salary. Very tired today, hope I can sleep imm after I sleep on my bed.

21 July 2009 1st day of work

Going to start work soon in about 14 hours time. A new enviroment, working life, work attire and people. Had been doing F&B for all the time so this time is much different from F&B job. So many HOPE in my mind now

1. Hope everything go well on my first day of work.
2. Hope I get to more new friends.
3. Hope my colleagues will be friendly and nice.
4. Hope the work wouldn't be tough.
5. Hope I'm able to adapt to the new working life.
6. Hope I able to sleep well tonight and wake up early tomorrow.
7. Hope I will feels happy working there.
8. And more to go...

So many NO MORE

1. No more sleep at 2 or 3 am.
2. No more waking up late.
3. No more using computer everyday.
4. No more slacking at home and watch television.
5. No more time to watch my shows.
6. And more to go...

Just went to have a hair cut because hair too long and tomorrow is first day of work so better looks neat..LOL

My room was in a mess so I decided to clean it up. Yesterday I start with my wardrobe and drawer, didn't knows I got soooo many things, so tough to clean it. Pack and sweat at the same time..The more thing, the more tough to clean it..haiz

Saturday night went to tampines giant to shop with my dad and mum. Actually don't intend to go but my dad got drive so I think quite convenient so I go along. Anyway I never been to there before too. The giant was super big. Alot of things but quite difficult to shop too.

PS: tml = new start of my life.

I finally got a job. Will be starting in few days time. Was busy this few day so very exhausted now, so I just roughly blog on it.

• 16 July
  

Went for 2 interview. 1st interview was at 1130am and I was late because I missed the stop. I was like sitting on the bus and trying to look for the stop but after awhile, I decided to check with the driver and I was shock when the driver told me this" already drive past the building ". I was like die lor, it was already 11.30am so I called my consultant and he say he will inform the company. So I took a bus back from opp bus stop and finally I found the building. So paiseh lor.

After the 1st interview, I went for my 2nd interview at 1.40pm but when I reached there, it was still early so I went to shopping mall to walk and pass times. Actually wanted to had my lunch there but it was lunch hours so everywhere was full so I just bought a chix & mushroom puff and eat. When 1.40pm reached, I went for my interview. After waited for half an hour, it was my turn, 3 person interview together and I was the only girl..LOL. After interview, I was too tired so went home straight away. Took a journey of 1 hour plus to reach home. When on the bus, I was like 有气无力 and dropped my paper bag(2 cert booklet inside) and it hit my feet. Then I realised my paper bag was torn. so carry it home instead.

• 17 July

When to bugis temple with my mum in the morning. After that, went to shop around and I bought a bag for my work. After that, went to orchard to sign contract. Once everything done, I needs to purchase some office attire so I went to chiantown by taking bus from orchard and reached there at about 530pm, bought 2 skirts, 2 blouses and 2 pants. In the end, spended almost $200 on it. After that, went home straight away because it was late and I'm tired too. Reached home at 8pm plus, was very hungry by that time.

PS: TIRED, EXHAUSTED, SLEEPY

I'm unhappy and vexed..Can you stop nagging? I did tried my best. what can I do. As the economics is bad, you know that too. What do you want me to do? I use the computer, you start nagging but do you know, I'm actually looking for jobs through internet. I did apply for all the jobs that suitable for me but most of it needs experience, so what can i do? When I stay at home, you ask me to go out but when I go out, you starts asking me qns. I knows you care and worry for me but I'm vexed and worry for myself too. I do feels bored and no $ too but this kinds of thing can't be forced. All I can do is wait for lady luck to come.

Tml will be a busy day for me. 2 interviews on the same day..Sian

Ps: hope tml interview will be successful..Good luck to me!

ELSON YOUTHBOX EVENT AT BUKIT PANJANG PLAZA

Photo taken from elson blog (http://elsonsoh.blogspot.com/)

Just back from elson event. Took a journey of 90 mins to reach there. From Bus 25 to amk and took MRT to choa chu kang and lastly LRT. Reached there at about 5 plus. While waiting for elson performance at 7pm, saw performance from other youthbox artists, really must say their performance was really great. Dance and sing well.

Elson sang five songs, namely 退后, Kiss Goodbye, 红豆, 祝你幸福 and 了解..I did record the video but due to poor sound effect, I don't think I will post it up. While recording the 祝你幸福, my sis called me and in the end, the video recorded half way..LOL. I didn't record 红豆 too because I straight away record both 退后, Kiss Goodbye so holded the camera for 8 mins..too tired to record the third song. And due to the new shoes I wore today, my legs making me suffer now..PAINS

After the event, went up to level 3 kopitiam to have my dinner. I order 贵妃鸡扒面, it actually taste like Lor mee but the sauce was very sweet so I didn't finish it. And I think inside got put MSG because I keep drinking water after that.

First time heard elson LIVE performance, he did very well. He was friendly and nice person too. Elson next performance will be at parkway. Do support him.

After 1 month, I went to joo chiat complex again yesterday and bought 2 pairs of shoes..spent almost $60 on it. When I reached there at around 3pm plus, I stare at those shoes but no ideas which 1 to choose because some design nice but the heel was very thin (my mum don't allow me to buy those thin high heel shoes) and some heel was thick but design not nice so I walk here and there and stare at it for almost 45 mins plus thinking and looking. And in the end bought the below 2 pairs. Actually still got a few more pairs I likes but can't buy so many at one go, if not my mum sure nag because 2 pairs already costs me 60 bucks. Think will go again next month. Although I got quite a few pairs of shoes but none of it match well with the top I bought. The heels of the shoes on the left was about 5cm so I really can't imagine how people able to walk in 16cm high heel shoes (Saw it from 1 ep of 蝴蝶蝴蝶生的真美麗 show)..FAINT..Never saw such such high heel shoes before. If anyone dont know how high it is, go search for it and see..really pei fu for those people.




After buying, I took bus 51 home. It was a double decker bus, so I went up to the upper deck. When I climb up the stairs, I smell something. At first I didn't notice it but the smell was getting stronger and stronger after I sit down. In the end, I realised that a malay kid who was sitting infront of me was having nuggets..OMG..the bus was full of his nuggest smell.

After back from joo chiat complex, I rest for awhile and wait for my sister to go hougang mall ntuc to purchase some foods. I also bought alot of tidbits too. In the end, carry alot of bag because bought too much. Reached home at around 9pm plus, was so tired..hands pain too.




Saw quite afew of the top from certain blogshop but it costs almost 50 bucks per pc which was quite expensive to me because i'm interested in more than 5 pieces..有钱是万能　但没钱是万万不能..agree with it..LOL

Oh ya..was watching 敗犬女王 nowadays and just found out that Damouth 懷秋got act in that show.Actually was searching for the show of him but don't know what the title is until recently, was watching 第1集 and saw him.

Realized 3 hrs per day of com using is not enough for me, not even got time to watch my shows on utube. Had not been watching MIT and alot of shows. All watched half way and I starts to watch new shows. I still haven't start to watch wo de yi wan bread.

Luck please be with me starting from now

I'm such a failure. Thinking back and realized I didn't really achieve any big achievement in my whole life. never let my mum feel proud of and never try those things I had been hoping to try and many more. To me, my life is like full of regret. Still haven't found a job and always lets my mum worry for me. I just don't know why, don't really feel like looking for jobs sometimes but when staying at home, I feel bored and suddenly want to look for job. That's why, I'm still looking for job because I slack sometimes too but without job, I don't have $$ to buy those things I like. Think this year is not a good year for me.

Recently my mum keep nagging at me, asking me don't sleep too late, don't play computer during night, don't play computer for so long, don't always use computer. So many DON'T. Normally I always go to bed at about 2am after watching 100% repeat but she would ask me to go to bed at around 12+..Haiz And yesterday I wake up before 11am and my dad asked me" Why you wake up so early? I thought you normally sleep until very late." Actually it was my mum who wakes me up. So in the end, I can't get to sleep anymore. So look at how my dad fixes the basin. Didn't realize it was such a tough job to fix it.

Oh ya..How I wish I got lots of $$ now..I really want lots of $$$$, I got a lot of things want to buy now include Tops, bottoms, shoes, make up stuffs, accessories and more. All need $$. How I wish I got 1 millions. Erm think 1 millions too much, just lets me strike 4D and win few thousand will do..LOL. Should stop dreaming. And also how I wish I could go Taiwan for holiday. I even told my mum that I feel like going oversea for holiday because very bored with the present life but she don't allow because of that H1N1 case. Sian

Few days ago, my mum suddenly asked me to read English newspaper instead of Chinese newspaper or magazine. She said don't always read Chinese newspaper, later you forget your English. LOL I was like "huh". And I told her " no worries, drama also got English subtitles". Think I had been reading too much Chinese newspaper nowadays. HAHA

Suddenly missed..
- Design school western food
- Mensa chicken cutlet rice and Hokkien Mee
- My favorite Popiah
- Curry baked rice at 18
- Attachment day
- The food court outside tp
- The cheap tidbits shop outside tp
- The bubbles tea shop outside tp too

- And more

为何人总是往后看而不往前看呢

Had been staying at home nowadays so nothing to update too. Everyday is wake and eat then play computer or watch DVD or tv..The DVD i'm watching now is 骗中传奇 and found it not bad. Realised Time reallly flies..so fast July le..Recently happened to saw my sec photos and really missed the times during secondary school.

Monday went to 3 places. First, I went to collect my grad photos near city hall. Actually didn't plan to collect it on this day as I thought is collect after 5 days we ordered it from online so planned to collect it on wed or thurs instead but my friend told me is within 5 days so i called their phone line but called almost 2hrs but no one pick up the phone so I got no choice so went down in the afternoon before I go for my interview at raffles place. It took me almost 45 mins to reach there as I realised got bus from my place to there so I took bus there instead of mrt because I hate to change the mrt line. I reached there at around 3pm and realised it was still early for me to go raffles place so develope jiaxi's gathering photos at there too because got the instant photo machine. When I reached the building at raffles, my phone rang. It was another interview appointment call so I told them I will call them back later as I'm not convenient to talk at that time. After interview, went to bugis to shop for a bag because all my bag was spoilted so just roughly walk around and bought one in the end as I was too tired and lazy to walk. Plus it was going to reach 530pm so I quickily bought it and went home straight as I don't want to crash with the peak hour.

Yesterday went for a interview in the morning at 10am. I really don't like to have interview in the morning because I realised I always have running nose if i wake up too early..haiz. After reached, was told to do 2 pcs of personality test which got 40 qns and another is to rank from 1 to 4 and it took me about 20 mins to finish it. After I'm done with it, was told to take a seat first so waited for about 30mins, it was my turn. After interview, realised not really like it but I guess my chance not high too so will see how lor. When I stepped out of the place and wanted to go to the bus stop at opposite side but I couldn't find it as the center road was having road construction, I couldn't see the opposite side at all. So I kept walking from left to right and right to left to look for any bus stop but still couldn't find it. Actually I can just take a cab home instead but I believe I can find it so in the end, I really did it. But sweated alot because of the hot weather.

Going to watch the 7pm show le. Will update again.

PS: My life is getting boring and boring..haiz