END OF 2008!!!

To sum it up, year 2008 is definitely been better than last year. There are good times and bad times but compare between it, good times occupy the most of my year 2008 but it’s going to end. I realized when we are getting older, we feel that time just passed us sooooo fast and the older we are, we tend to think a lot and will encountered lots of problem. Being a adult is not that easy as we thought, as we grow up, we need to worry about our future and all sort of things. So do cherish our teenage times, as it’s the most unforgettable. I really must say that I'm getting old.

Year 2008 is my most happy and Memories year. Starting to have some colors in it when WWDZ this show started. At least there is something for me to do. I didn’t really support anyone in the first place. If I did, I wouldn’t went down to catch them personal or whatever. But I don’t know what wrong with me this time, actually did went down to MDC and stay out late to wait for them plus I never stay out so late before too. I really miss those days waiting at MDC. Before I start to support a star or idol, I don’t understand the feeling as a fan. Don’t understand why they so crazy for it. But now I totally understand it. I got to know a lot of new friends too.

Although half of my year 2008, starting from Oct seen to be very busy with school stuff as I’m going to graduate soon in 1 months plus. But I’m a bit worry after I graduate as I’m afraid not able to find a job that I like as we can see from the economics. But I still like the times I spend in year 2008, as whether I face any problem or trouble, my friends are always there.

Actually I've learnt a lot of things this year no matter is from fan club, jiaxi & his blog, chengxi, Technology and Events Venue. After joining the fan club, I became more active but not really active too..HAHA..I also feel more comfortable to talk to people that I just know, started to turn from introvert to extrovert. I realized I learned quite a lot from jiaxi, no matter from his blog or personal. He is a cheerful; happy go lucky and 乐观 person. He’s just like no matter what happened, he will face it in a positive way and wouldn’t let that matter affect him. He also has a positive view of his life and very independent too. He make me realised that no matter what we face, we must not give up so easily. I also learned some presentation skills and some suggestion from chengxi on the choice of job. Actually I’m an IT idiot and I hate technology too. But I’m still able to create a blog. I know able to create a blog is no a big deal to some of you but it does matter to me. After I start to support a star, I will put in effort in searching the way to the event venue as I'm a road idiot. From the event and gathering, I've learnt how to travel to IMM( Which is very very far from my house), tanjong katong, causeway point, marina square and more. I seldom go out, I will only go out with a reason on it. Because I feel like it's a waste of time if I just shop for no motive. Perhaps there are still more but I just list out some and wishing there are more to go on year 2009

Happy moments

Joined jx fan club on year 2008, i'm very happy to be part of the committee to help and also get to know both chengxi and jiaxi. Before the end of May, I got to go mediacorp, it was my 1st time to mediacorp to support jiaxi, the credit go to chengxi for helping his brother jiaxi to advertise on his blog. And not to forget jiaxi for giving us the ticket and I also get to chat with chengxi on that day too, a bit nervous as it was my 1st time to see him. Actually I support chengxi in star idol but I didnt went down to mediacorp as I just feel very troublesome and also not sure where to get the ticket. Then during that time chengxi out, if I didn't remember wrongly, jiaxi got interview by the host and he cried..haha..On June 22, it was Jiaxi 1st gathering, this day was unforgettable as it was my 1st time to organize a gathering and some more it’s for Jiaxi. 1st time sing KTV with him and talk to him face to face. On August 29 my attachment ended and it is the end of my miserable life. Then on Nov 30 & Dec 4, it was Jiaxi 2nd gathering cum birthday celebration & chengxi birthday celebration, this day was so happy as I got to celebrate both Jiaxi and chengxi birthday this year and took group photo with them. Actually there are still more but abit not convenient to list out here plus I'm lazy too..hehe

Resolution

1) 顺利毕业 and get my diploma cert
2) Be more independent
3) Be more confidence
4) Be more brave
5) Upgrade myself
6) Improve on my English language
7) Find a high salary job and save more $
8) All people to stay health and world peace.
9) Highlight my hair
10) Be more positive thinking

11) Learn more different language (eg: japanese, french and more)

12) Be happy always

13) more to go

My 1st time

1) Skipped lesson
2) Stay out late

3) Drink beer outside

4) Support idol

5) Join fan’s club
6) Skipped lecture

Tomorrow will be better

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

HAIZ..Although today is public holiday but I cant slack lor because still need to do my school work. My Schedule is already packed with lots of school work for the next 1 month.

Week 11 Project Submission: Friday focus make up lesson (must do resume)
Week 12 Project Submission: Supply chain case study 2 presentation (Monday)
Week 13 Project Submission: CCOM career doc submission (Friday)
Week 14 Project Submission: supply chain individual (Friday)
CRM quiz 2 (Monday)
CRM cross group evaluation
Week 16 Project Submission: supply chain quiz 2 (Monday)
Techno quiz 2 (Wednesday)
Week 17Project Submission: supply chain individual project intervie(Monday)
Techno project presentation & report (Wednesday)
CCOM quiz (Thursday)

Sian so fast my holiday going to end soon and have to back to school with load of project, quiz, assignment, presentation........But before it end, i must treasure my holiday and enjoy myself unlimited..haha..but i can't afford to waste any time too because I haven't finish my school work >15pgs of supply chain report, supply chain case studies, ccom resume and job adv

Let drop it aside first, start with what happened last week.

Last friday I got a warning letter from school as I missed my lessons on 4 dec..LOL..Never got any before from pri 1 to now.. My attendance always 100%. And I thought no letter will post to my house but who know, tuesday afternoon, my brother passed me a letter with my mother name on it and I open it up, it was the warning letter but luckily my mother don't know about it..HENG

Saturday night help my mum to made TANG YUAN. Was so tired after that 2 hours of doing because actually my mum was doing it with me at the first place but at 10pm, my auntie called and my mum end up chatting with her until 11pm and by that time, I was almost done with it. We took longer time to do it this year because I suggest to my mum that this year we can put peanut in it. But my suggestion makes me suffer in the end because it was very tiring to put filling in it as you need to be careful and rub it softly, if rub too hard, the peanut will drop out. Next the amount of water you put also have to be careful too. Didn't know it was so tired to do it alone.

Sunday went to Marina Square and Bugis Street. Never been to Marina Square before because I don’t really like to go Town area and places that are crowded. After that went to Bugis Street, forgot that it’s Sunday so very crowded everywhere and very hot too. Saw some watches and feel like buying but I seldom wear watches so waste $ if I buy it.

Monday went to school at 10am for project meeting(module I hate) but in the end also didn't do anything, just divide task and off at around 12pm. Was so sleepy and tired lor because now holiday mah so mostly sleep until 12pm+ then wake up. So after that, I went to bedok interchange to develop photo and after I collect my photo, I realised forgot to develop some photo as 3R instead of 4R, haiz.

Tuesday suppose to go sentosa with classmates for xmas party but I changed my mind last min and happen that when I wake up, was sick with running nose and red eyes. Having flu is very miserable, especially when you have to do project at the same times. The nose was red and painful, can't even get to sleep at all so in the end sleep at 3.30am and I used up 1box plus of tissue paper in the end and the rubbish bin was cover with lots of my tissue paper too. Can image how serious it was, even my brother and sister said "夸张" LOL

我们行得直坐得正.

Didn’t post for almost 1 week plus as I was preparing for my term test. After chengxi’s gathering that day, I didn’t step out of my house for almost 1 week because had been locking myself at home to study for supply chain.

This week

Recently my brother addicted to facebook and youtube too so that means I have to cut down on my time spends on the computer and my mum don't like me to play computer during night time so I can only play during afternoon time. Sian but sometimes, i will still play during night..haha

Just now watched the"Buffet Buffet" show and saw the waffle, actually quite cheap 8.80 for adult and there's alot of variety to choose from. The most that capture my eyes was the durian waffle. Must find one day to go try it but I didnt notice where the place is, only saw what singapore post. But never mind because I got record it down. I don't really like waffle in the 1st place but now I guess I'm addicted to it.

My mum said very admire on me, can sleep at so late hour. And I was thinking 2am plus = late? Compare to others, I'm ealry. Mine is just small case..LOL

Last Week

Wednesday: This day was like a hell to me because got paper the next day and was very stressed. Whoever talks to me will sure get scolded. Wake up early to study but in the end ended up with flu, headache and itchy hand and leg because got bitten by don’t know what insects and was itchy until I can’t concentrate. Plus the noise from the renovation really can’t stand it so I switch on my music player and on to the higher volume but doesn’t seem to work.

Thursday: This was the day that I finish my term test. Went to school 1 hr early because my house there was having lift upgrading so was very noisy until I can’t stand it. After the paper, went to eat have lunch with my classmates and I try something new which I never had before which is I tried the lasagnas at IT school. Normally I were always have liang dou fu. For the taste of lasagnas is quite ok but not really like it because the cheese was quite strong. After lunch, they plan to watch movies at Orchard but I don’t really like to watch movies so didn’t join them plus was raining heavily, so I went to Toa Payoh interchange to check the price for the printing of t-shirt and reached home at around 530pm.

Friday: start doing research for my supply chain project. Really don’t like supply chain this module. This module is so tough to understand and so many things to do. Need to write 15 pages of report, where got so many things to write about, so need to do more research and now I only done 1/3 of 1 page..haiz

Sunday: Overslept and woke up at 11.20am. Actually should wake up at 11am to watch channel 8 双响炮 but due to my hand phone no battery so the alarm did not ring. Then at 1330pm, I went to sleep again until 1600pm. actually no habits of taking afternoon nap because was having bad headache.

I start to feel that I am getting farther and farther from you all. Those that interest you do not interest me. I feel that I’m being left out. Is that the matter of age gap? I’m trying my best to save it but it don’t seem to work. I know I might be selfish some time but can’t help as I’m just protecting myself. Is having good hygienic habits a crime, I know you all might treat me as a weirdo or whatever but I wouldn’t care of what you all think, and I just want to be myself. Crazy for idols is not a crime too. Don’t give me that type of look, ok? When there’s something, why am I always the last person to know about it? Did you all think of me before? Do you know how I feel? Where do I stand? I just hate this feeling. I didn’t say it in front of you all is because I care for you all, so keeping silent is what I can do now. Knowing one and other for very long time doesn’t mean I know you well plus a person does change too. So how much I understand you, there’s still no point in it. (请不要对号入座)

I’m so silly and stupid, why I always believe what you said and accidentally let you know my secret. I know you must have told others about it too. Being so over sensitive, I have no choice too. I just can’t help it. Whatever actions from you, I will tend to think a lot. I really don’t know what should I do?

Having holiday now but it seems like no different, still need to do project. Want look for temporary job but only 2 weeks, where got job plus still got project meeting but until now still don’t know when they want meet so time very hard to say. No job, my pocket is so tight. Spent a lot of $ on this and last month, plus still got hand phone and Internet bill need to pay. Not only those still got other expense. Haiz

Just finish watching the last ep of 黑糖群俠傳. No more xiaoyu 楚流香..haiz

PS: 求人不如求己

Where is my future??????

再多三个月我就要毕业了，可是到现在我还不知道我要从事什麽工作。当我妈妈告诉我　如果还可以读就读, 可是看看我现在的成绩　恐怕做不到。我很后悔　以前没用功读书。最近这个问题一直在我脑海打转　我的未来在哪呢？

Just finish doing the pyp & abit of revision, actually wanted to continue but just don't have mood to continue. Recently feel very stress with coming next thurs supply chain term test and I told my mum in advance that this paper might not do well because no confident and I'm very glad that my mum didnt give me pressure, she just said "try ur best". My mum was so good, everytimes exams or what, she didnt force us must get good result or whatever, she will only say" try your best, just study those that you can" Hope i can pass. Almost half year plus didnt have exams or term test due to our attachment so now need to study and take term test, abit not used to it.

After term test, we have 2 weeks of holiday but got holiday = no holiday because we still got things need to do:

1)supply chain case studies
2)supply chain project
3)Ccom assignment
4)CRM project
5)techno project

so many things to do, we only given 2 weeks holiday lor, not 1 or 2 mths..don't know able to finish anot..

Realised I didnt finish watching alot of taiwan show, all watch until half way. wanted to continue watching it but I don;t know why, the more I stare at the screen, the more I feel bored.

1)翻滾吧！蛋炒飯
2)篮球火
3)黑糖群俠傳
4)霹靂MIT

I really hate when people keep saying this and that but in the end didnt do it. So please stop saying this beside my ears, I really can't stand it..plus you are wasting my time.

I'm not sure should I still trust you, can I still share the secret with you? Secret which mean over both of us, if you told others, I have nothing to say.

1234...Wow happen to saw this, so faster took down the picture..I think I can go buy 4D lor..I'm so lame..LOL

Just know that there will be a 3rd gathering for jiaxi in this month..wow so fast lor..but jiaxi might not be attending it..and this time wouldnt be KTV again..Yeah finally..will be at outdoor and I guess outdoor better bah..but i dun like sport..LOL

Stress Stress Stress Stress

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHENGXI & JIAXI

Yesterday went for chengxi birthday mini gathering at united square. I went down to tpy interchange and bought a small cake for chengxi then went to macd to see he reached anot but he haven reach.So we went to the washroom first.

We reached 1st so chengxi asked us wanna eat not, I said "never mind, don't need to" but he insists to treat us and in the end, he bought 40 nuggets and 2 large cup of drink. I finish the whole cup, so full plus I bring back the rest of the cake as my dinner..LOL

I keep askin qns because I scared too quiet. I asked chengxi 2 questions that he dunno how to answer and in the end he shoot back to me and ask me..sabo myself lor.

We chated and njoyed alot..school stuff, everything also talk..and took photo..know alot of his things..and understand him more..Then at around 4.45pm, jiaxi reached and he had his breakfast at macd too..no should be lunch perhaps dinner bah..haha..he bought student meal..because he said he still a student mah..LOL..ya correct.

Actually quite nervous at the 1st place but chengxi was a very easy to get along, nice, real and friendly person..enjoyed that day with both of them..so happy to celebrate both of their birthday this year.

Below are some photo: Everyone was looking at us when we taking the photo..so paiseh

Birthday cake we bought for chengxi

Group photo with chengxi(taken by jiaxi)



Group photo with jiaxi (taken by chengxi)..chengxi take photo without giving warning lor, everyone was not ready at all, took afew before this photo)..all thank to chengxi..haha

Group photo with both of them..Chengxi so extra..everyone standing and he sitting down so i purposly put my hand behind his head..how dare me..LOL

Jiaxi came to fetch chengxi so ask them take 2gether

Accidently drop the left over cake and it became like this but i still eat it..very nice

Chengxi so bad..purposly last min plan this gathering..so everyone do not have time to buy present for him but too bad, his trick didnt work...haha

Feel so bad to let him treat us..where got birthday boy treat others..so weird..Glad to know that both chengxi & jiaxi got use the present we gave.

时间过得真快..when june 1st gathering, was thinking when the next gathering and when was told is on dec, feel so sad lor because still have to wait for about 5 mths plus..but see now, already finished 2nd gathering..time just pass by us without us knowing it..guess 3rd gathering will come real soon..then after 2nd gathering, 3 days later, saw jiaxi again..how I wish the time can just stop on 4 dec..PAUSE PAUSE

PS: can't wait for 18 dec..chengxi will be on tv..YEAH

《天下没有不散的宴席》

YEAH finally finish all of the presentation, quiz and report and now left with term test. Although only 1 paper to take this semester but this module I don't understand at all..plus i didn't attend a few of the lecture recently because need to rush for report and more...so now can relax for a few day, after that have to start my revision for term test, really feel stress for this paper..Haiz
Today is a super tired day for me but I still can't get to sleep. The moment I step into my house, the first thing i will do was to switch on the computer and in the end, always play for very long, sometimes even over my own limit 3 hours.

I really hate when people asking you thing and you will call my name and ask me. If you don't know how to answer, just say don't know. People is asking you, not me ok? Really hate to heard my name to be called.

Haiz..I'm so confuse now, don't know should I go or shouldnt I? I wanted to go but if I choose to go, I need to skip lessons which I never think of doing that before. So now really very headache..which one should I choose? HELP!!

我想我已经陷的太深了

YUMMY

the light here was more better

I just love asking him to be in funny and weird face when taking photo

江佳熹主题曲"最近"

Sorry for the poor quality of the video because the room was very dark so shoot until can't even see his head..LOLJiaxi gt puished so need to pick lot and he picked 2 times, both SHE song and he don't know how to sing but no choice, he still have to sing it..中国话

Jiaxi don't murder the cake, the cake very nice..don;t destroy it..haha

Jiaxi playing the ballon game

Jiaxi reached at 1.45pm..after he came in awhile, he gave all of us a envelope..i was wondering wat inside lor..lol..then all of us intro ourself..LOL..We played 4 games..1st game i never play b4 so don't know what it call..jiaxi keep sabo by the rest..2nd game is 比手画脚..luckily my question was very easy..haha..3rd game is 终库密码..I shouldn't said 53 lor..because after i said 53, the range became 50-52 because jiaxi was sitting 3 seats frm me..so the rest wanted to sabo him..but also good ma..can sabo him..LOL..before we playthe game, we was behind so we thought that behind not good but jiaxi keep saying" Don't worry, wouldn't be our turn". He was so confident lor..actually he was true, the first 2 round, didnt reach our side..so we can rest..haha..so in the end, some of them change to last one lor include jiaxi too..and 4th game is the ballon..i didnt join the game..jiaxi was alreadi 认命(as you can see from the last video)

Too bad i didnt take down the video which jiaxi be the 钢管..sad

A guy gt punished and thk to jiaxi, he had to shout out" I LOVE JIAXI" outside the room..so pai seh lor..because it was jiaxi who came out with this idea..I got shoot the video but i better don't post here orelse later the guy kill mi..haha

Jiaxi sang 方大同 薛凱琪 - 復刻回憶 & 蕭敬騰 & 張惠妹 - 一眼瞬間" for more than 1 time..when he sing "一眼瞬間", someone said " 蕭敬騰上身" and everyone laugh..this remind me than got someone said jiaxi look like 蕭敬騰 on his blog before when jiaxi post a photo on his blog..LOL

They also came out with this cheer..althought it was short but I love it

I want nobody nobody but you

jiaxi jiaxi

Aft the gathering, we separeted to take the lift and jiaxi they all took the 1st lift and mi wif the rest took the 2nd..when i get out of the lift, i heard a person said" wasnt him the guy" and one of her fren said "Jiang chengxi" but the girl said" NO, IS JIANG JIAXI"..so funny lor.

ok i will stop hre for the gathering part..took alot of photo but lazy to post all and talk abt it..now on my school part

Today was a super busy day, reached sch at 1130am, was busy with the report until 230pm because today need to submit our Mp report..due to yesterday, i went for jiaxi's gathering, i didnt finish mine so today had to rush for it..super tired lor..but i'm happy busy with it..was still very high in sch today, perhaps i'm still on yesterday mood..no mood to study today..haha

Hoping doesn't mean looking forward