What the hell is supply chain module about, I have no ideas how to do the project but we need to hand up in week 3. I’m only left with 1-week time to do it. Haiz

Friday actual just need to attend 1 hr lesson, 1230 can go home but in the end, I stay until 5pm. I was alone in the access lab and the surrounding was so quiet and suddenly I heard a sound but I’m not sure whether is the sound from the computer or elsewhere. It was so scary and I jus continue doing my work. When about 3pm, I was so hungry because I didn’t had my lunch so I ask my friend to help me buy sandwiches and also actual I plan to buy my textbook but luckily my friend help me to buy or else I still have to walk a long distance to the bookshop. Then we do our assignment together until 5pm and we still haven notice it was so late so we faster pack up because we don’t want to go home late if not a lot of people taking the bus too.

Saturday meet my friend at 12.30pm to get the book that i need for this semester. This book was so expensive which cost $42 plus and luckily my friend lend me or else I have to spend more $. This friend was so good, every times lend mi textbooks and thanks to her, I saved a lot a lot of $. After meeting her, I went bedok interchange to walk and in the end spended alot of $. Haiz, don’t like to go out, every times go out sure spend $. I’m going broke.

Will be having 4 days off starting from sat to tues because monday is public holiday and tues i have no school so i start my revision and i realise so long didnt study, brain abit no working and also memory not very good too, having STM recently. Getting old.

Do you all believe there's true friendship in this world? Those that so called "FRIENDS" are all lies. In their mouth, they treat you as friend but when their good friends appear, they will jus dump you there. What is friendship? I have no ideas.

There are no secret in this world. I don't know who in this world should I trust. I really very upset and disappointed with the life I’m having now, no one is around to help me when I face a problem. They just care about himself or herself. They are so selfish. Perhaps I must learn to be selfish too. So realistic.

Is a person without $ will be happy, for me the answer is NO. How can a person without $ be happy. Everyone get upset when they have no $ to spend. $ Is really very important.

REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET

I regret for not studying hard.
I regret treating you so good.
I regret doing all those things for you.
I regret helping you.
I regret spending my times on those useless things.

Now i really have no times to think about other things and now studies is my Priority. I must study hard.

I’m so disappointed and vexed

hello..today 1st day of sch..but i was late for 10 mins lor nt bcos i overslpt or wat.. act is bcos i get out of hse late cos i dun wan get out of hse so early..and my lessons starts at 12pm..i still watchin tv at 1120am lor haha

sian..1st day of sch alreadi gt alot of project, assg, case study and more lor..haiz..i dun really like the supply chain subj lor..so many things to do..today tut was so bored..but luckily ended half an hr early..hehe..aft today, i can say i like techno n customer relationship management but nt sure will change my mind aft 1 or 2 wks later..nxt is we nid to buy txtbk lor..so exp..nid to ask senior gt ani1 wan to lend or sell cheaper.

i didnt noe almost all my class frens choosen service as their elective and today end up oni 3 or 4 of my classmates took techno..so pity lor..all of the k607 classmates was separted..haiz..sad

act sch reopen is no big diff as havin holiday cos my lesson almost start at late hr so is act the same time for mi to wake up as during my holiday..but the only diff is gt assg..project and more to do lor..

die..i cant log in to my sch bb lor..didnt use for almost half yrs plus le..forgotten my password so now i cant access to do my things..really die le lor.

yeah..tml no sch..can rest..hehe

one day nite..standin at my living rm window..lookin at the light on the rd..car outside..my memory rewind bac to those days..those happy days and moments i had in my entire life..how i wish time can jus stop at that moment.

sometimes im very angry wif u..u always side her..now things turn out to be like that is all ur fault lor..at 1st i thought might be mi thinking too much but now the fact is out..u might nt understand how i feel now but if u continue to be like that..i hav nth to say.

haiz..tml sch reopen..my holiday will cum to the end le..didnt really had a nice holiday..jus work, clean my rm ,use com, play PSP and help do household..nth intertesting lor...my life is so boring lor..

tis sem will be my final yr..dunno i will still get to continue and njoy my sch life aft poly..haiz im act quite happy wif tis sem timetable..at least 1 day no sch..but some of my classmates gt 2 days lor..like so unfair rite..all my day start at quite late hr..can slp until very late and oso dun nid to squeeue the bus lor..so gd..haha

fri aftnn i clean my rm until so tired lor..so dusty everywhre..long time didnt clean cos no1 free to do it so my mum said since u free, then u help clean lor..aiyo y always mi lor..in always the one cleaning it..my bro free until can jus slp on the bed, tok on the phone but dun wanna clean..so i jus ignore lor..i jus clean mine.

ytd happened to heard yuan shuai interview at 933..didnt noe he was so funny and naughty lor..lol..hope his career at mdc will be gd..same to zhenhuan..cant wait for both of their show..miss U R THE ONE show, contestants, hosts and song.

sometimes we cant trust a person too much..they can b nice to another person so suddenly means they hav a motive..so do aware of those ppl..they can be gd to u but can also betray u too..so dun trust ani1 so easily cos they can be the one that hurt u the most..i finally c u for who u r.

"if i were to arrange painful and happiness into a formule..i wld put painful under (- & /) and happiness under (+ & *)

one shouldn't be too kind or you're sure to be builled

OMG..my dad mentioned abt gg taiwan on march..cant believe it..i had been hopin to go for so long..but the prob is still nt sure able to go nt lor..hav to depend on my mum cos she dun wanna go and my dad said" if ur mum dun go, u all oso nt able to go so u and ur sis better go cinvince her"..oh no..WHY? wat a impossible mission for both mi and my sis..i really hope my mum can join us and all family 5 of us go 2gether lor..will be better..really hope can go taiwan lor..my dad said april may wan go china, he ask mi wan go and i said i more intertested for taiwan..haha..act china oso nt bad..but taiwan will be my priority..haha

im finally out wif a decision..last fri, i told my boss i leaving early but of cos i didnt told her the real reason, i jus said sch gt presentation but i think she dun believe..who cares? i really cant stand it animore...y cant u hav so "kou de"..y ur mouth mus be so "jian"..he jus a old man, y mus u say that..dun u hav parent too..wldnt u get old too..the man jus want to sit dwn and drink his juice but jus that he too weak of wat and accidently spilt the juice but u cant say tis kind of word rite..ppl oso human being..they nid to drink too.. tis is all ppl hard earned money..they jus worry for tis..y cant u put urself in other ppl shoes..they jus askin u nicely but how can u reply them in that way..haiz..i jus cant stand ur mouth and those words that out frm ur stupid FFF mouth. the guy is jus a kid..they might nt be as smart as u but y mus u say that behind their bac..at least they r still ur customer rite..can u respect them..if u continue to do that, ur business sure drop..so pls go do some soul searching..dun always look dwn on other..always think u r very clever..u keep saying others always ask stupid qns but dun u too..dun tell mi u nv ok..all ppl tend to ask stupid qns too.

act ytd was my last day of work but she keep extend lor..idiot..and now told mi can cum bac on nxt tues and fri for the catering..siao..early morning wake up then jus go work for few hrs and the transport cost mi $4 plus lor..nt worth it..human being r so realistic..they oni think of u when they nid ur help..they oni noe u r bester and treat u gd when they nid ur help..hate those person.

wed i went to work in the morning..when i gg to take mrt, the security stopped mi lor..ask mi open my bag..walao..so paiseh lor..dunno gt ppl saw nt..nv happen to mi b4 lor..i noe my bag look abit bulky..but i jus hate the feeling of gettin suspect lor.

last sun my dad asked mi "can u still further ur studies" and i told him "may nt" then he said if can continue it, get higher cert, gd for ur further and i do agree but wif my gpa, i dun think can get into uni lor..mayb nid to go dwn to each uni to check wif them when i free lor.

i had been thinkin of my future tis few wks..i nid to plan for it now..a person really mus b high edu orelse ppl will tend to look dwn on u..so all student..pls study hard..orelse u will regret it..like mi lor..i totally regret now..didnt really study hard last time..so now suffer lor..hope it is nt too late to realise now..gg to start my last sem of final yr..i mus really work hard lor..cant always think of PLAY..getting older and older..nid to wake up and be mature..dun always do this kind of stupid and useless things..i realised aft getting noe u, i done alot alot alot of stupid, childish things lor.

If u gg to treat mi in tis way..i hav nth to say or do now..the oni way is to ignore and pretend..treat as nth happen..tis is the oni solution..i try to do anithing i can for u but u dun seen to noe that or perhaps u noe but u dun seen to care abt it..i wondering am i a idiot or wat..y mus i care so much for u ..i care but u dun care for mi..it really hurt mi lor..i hav nth to say now..i had done enough for u..i dun wan to let u afffect mi..so pls dun appear in my mind agn..

PS: haivin headache recently perhaps due to the hot weather..pain pain

sudd miss marcus..wonder how is he now..hav nt seen him for half yr plus le lor..hope he is getting on well.

haiz..im hre agn..i guess i will keep cumin hre nowaday..no choice..oni hre can let mi vent my anger..

haiz..tues slp until half way, my knee cramp lor..didnt noe knee will cramp too..pain like hell lor..i guess walked to much in the past few wks..

act today no work de lor..slp until 745am, my boss called mi, ask mi can reach at 830am nt..i wondering she think i take plane huh, how can it be possible to reach at 830am lor..frm hougang to tanjong pagar lor..crazy woman..so i told her oni can reach at 930 or 10am..always so last min..u think i spare tyre huh..wan help then ask mi cum..i hate last min thing lor..

Even my supervisor said im too good..still willin to cum dwn last min to help her.

i noe u r jus making use of mi but wat can i do? i think im jus a person to let other make use of..Am i stupid, even i noe u r making use of mi, i still keep quiet..but other than keeping quiet, wat can i do? i hav been thinkin of leavin early but still planning it cos i dun wan to be that stupid person for u to treat as spare tyre..

ytd my mum sudd asked mi..when u bi ye..wan work at CPF nt? Go try if u wan lor..and i told her "see how lor" Act nt bad too if i can work thre..at least better than FnB bah..so tiring..Act aft my dip, i may plan to work n study part time night class at the same time..get a cert 1st to stand by cos i think i cant get into uni lor..i wan work in the bank too..nid do some research 1st, see nid wat cert to work at the bank..haiz

sometime i wondering..y mus we live in this world to suffer..wat the point? i jus wan a simpler life..cant i? i really hate all those things and person that surround mi during my holiday..especially that "AUNTIE"..i hate ur stupid mouth.. i wish u can turn mute for a few days..let my ears rest too..sometime u nag, i jus treat as dog barking..haha..tis is y i can stand u for so long..even my supervisor said very "pei fu" of mi..lol