Am I going to fall sick?

Haiz, the vomitting feeling had been surrounding me for the past few week. And finally yesterday, I vomited. I was so happy because I feel better after it. My colleague say "1st time I saw people vomited so happy"...lol

Whenever I feel like vomit, I coughed too hard. I really afraid if this go on, it will hurt my throat. Now abit cough, throat pain, headache, musclar pain and vomit feeling is making feel so sian. Am i gg to fall sick?

I saw someone (a stranger) which remind me of him..The way he walk, the white jacket, the white skin tone......

Had been busy with work recently, still need to be the in-charge for the project, so many things to do. But at the same time, so many event is going on.

Mark on my calendar:

3rd or 5th july : Elson back from shanghai, hope im able to
4th July: Punggol Plaza final
5th & 10th July: Project submission data close..Hope this day will be here and over soon.
7th or 10th july: Hellofm donut event at JP (Hope i'm able to go)
10th July: RIG event at BTP (I'm looking forward to this day)
8th Aug: Challenge the Celebrities 2010 (要你挑战歌手来踢馆)

I feel so stressful...HELP!!!
I feel so Vexed...HELP!!!
My mind is in a whirl....
What am I going to do?
Feeling so down recently, only night time and sunday is my most happy period.

Next
Are those sign really show that?
Am I really like what other said?
Perhaps when we don't like, it would be better to let go and leave. It will be the best solution to it.

Having run, stomach pain..haiz..wonder did i ate anything wrong? Health on red light

RIG Event
Venue: Bukit Timah Plaza

Time: 3 to 430pm

Date: 27th June 10

Went to Bukit Timah Plaza yesterday to support RIG Artiste and performing group: YingPeng, Yiting, Max, Jessie, Joy and Sherman and Hello DJ Angie. It was a day that I had been looking forward to. So excited. I was so abnormal on that day..haha..or perhaps i'm too high for it.

Finally saw YP, thanks for the gift. His new hairstyle was nice. I was abit surprise when I saw his fringe. The colour was so special. It was done by Team Saloon. I want to highlight my hair too..lol

This picture really make my day lor..laughing and laughing. I didnt realise I took such a cute shot of YP..lol..Very 经典画面.....hahahahahahahahaha

Sometimes I find YP so cute and at the same time blur too..Sometime his natural gesture can really make me laugh.

I recorded all the video but due to the long loading time, I couldn't upload at all..haiz

Jessica 遇上爱 & 如果有一天

Max 爱的就是你 & 放生
I start to like 放生 this song. Very nice and I feel that Max quite suitable for this song

Joy - Call me
Sherman - 非爱不可..Finally, I get to record it. I like this song

Yiting - Sometimes when we touch & Beautiful love

YP - 男人KTV & LOVE STORY





RIG


YP and Me


Max & Me

Sherman & Me

Double "S"

After the event, went to Liu San Ge for meal and chit chat. 从今天起，我要跟从我的心，要对自己坦白，不要什么都藏在心里，最后搞到自己那么痛苦和为难。我也学会了对别人仁慈只会让自己痛苦。。。。。

After that, went to watch movie with william, Yp and Jessica. I don't even know what movie I'm going to watch..lol..It was IP Man the legend is born. Have no ideas what kind of movie at the first place but I'm quite surprise that I can sit for 2hrs and finish watching it. It was my 3rd movie in my life..Unbelieveable right? Watchd 935pm time slot, so went to have a drink and chit chat session at subway. Almost missed the time.

After the movie, I feel so giddy and my head was spinning. I don't know why, maybe of the "Yong Chun Quan"...haha

Enjoyed the movie and thanks for the treat. Almost missed the last bus home. As I didnt realise it was almost midnight. But thanks, I manage to board the last bus and reached home.

What a bad & unlucky day..lost my elink card and $20 over plus gone..haiz..I had learnt my lesson...

Went to bedok interchange with my mum. So long never go out with her. Told her i'm going to bedok and she wanted to tag along because my dad went to malaysia so she don;t need to cook so accompany me there. Spended almost $100 plus today.

Will be gg down to bukit timah plaza tml. So excited and looking forward to it. Quite some time didnt watch YP performance and it was like quite long didnt go bukit timah plaza too. Rmb last went was 6 Feb 10. Cant wait for tml.

Does some of thw word sound familiar?

看见你心跳加速，

害羞的想退后，

但当你不在时，

却很想你，

总为自己找借口，

自我催眠，

告诉自己说了再见还会见面

This morning before I went to work, it was raining quite heavily. When I reached the bus stop, there was flood on the way, have a hard time walking. The flood was not that serious compare to other place. My sister told me her side the flood near to knee level. Some of my colleagues was late for work but I manage to reach on time but was damn wet. Have to spend our time inside the washroom.

Was listening to those song frm my mixpod player during work, heard elson's interview with 933 during march time, alot of memories came back..his rao kou ling was so funny...Miss him..counting dwn for his return..9 more days to go.

Actually I see him almost everyday..haha..Because of his big poster and also those previous recorded video of him and listen to his song online during work. So fast one week gone, hope everything is fine over there and he enjoy himself there..

Take care!!!

Went to Punggol plaza last sunday to support some contestant. Meet william they all at ard 515pm for early dinner, after that joined the rest. Got to know Sherman & Joy. Sherman performed " 非爱不可" by 彭于晏. I was shocked when I heard the song name and wondering is it that 彭于晏 song. It was one of my fav song. I really didnt expect him to sing a fast beat song. The next surprise was his dance. I like the Solo part. Should have record the video but due to my cam low batt after the 1st rcding, I didnt rcd it..Haiz..If I'm not wrong, he was the only one that choosed new song.

I didnt know how the semi-final competition work as I only know there will be a PK. But the PK was so interesting. The song that Max choose was nice too. But don't remember the song name. Think is "放生"

Congratiton to Max, Joy, Clara and Natri for making to the Grand Finals.

I'm so looking forward to sunday...Yeah!!!




你不在新加坡的第四天。。。

一路顺风.. 잘다녀오십시오!...Bon voyage !

昨天起的特别早，大约六点十五，准备去机场送机。本来还在犹豫要不要去，因为我怕我会难过，舍不得，会忍不住哭了，因为我是一个很容易哭的人。或许两个礼拜会很快过去但我还是没法那么想，终于知道什么是度日如年了。

从没送过机或是去机场。送机的滋味真不好受，那种感觉真的好难过，好难受。

因为他要进去了所以没拍太多照片，在他进去之前，拍了一张大合照和给了一个舍不得的拥抱。 Elson 也用了他的相机拍了我们的大合照。

在九点钟，他办理登机手续了。看着他的身影慢慢的离去，我的眼泪又在眼眶里打滚，但这次我忍着不让它掉下，或许眼泪早已干了。。。有很多话想对他说，但。。。。。除了保重和好好照顾自己，我不知说什么好。。

在十点十分，飞机启程去上海！！大约5个小时的飞行 ，在中午的时候应该抵达上海。

想念想念还是想念，也许这种感觉只有独自一个人的时候才会出现。。好想你喔！！

现在知道他平安抵达上海后，心中终于松了一口气。前晚很担心，直到在凌晨时，看到朋友传的简讯得知他已抵达上海。

现在除了倒数，期待，还是等待。。。。等待他的回来。

I'm happy that he wear that t-shirt

shanghai

Departure - See you in 2 weeks time..

强言欢笑是好痛苦的

There are total 9 of us who sended him

(Group photo)

Me & Serena

Me & Wei

Me & Shuping

Me & Xuan

Went to hougang mall after that because don't feel like going home although I'm dame tired and sleepy. Becasue the day before can't get to sleep, only slept for 3 hrs plus and woke up at 5am+.


Saw donut empire counter and reminded me of elson's donut but don't have elson's donut so went to buy "Fall in love" & "Double Heart" Donut.

Elson's gathering

Date : 17th June 2010

Venue: Woodland Civic Centre

Yesterday after work, went to woodland for elson's gathering before he depart to shanghai. Took bus to Tai Seng Station and trained down to Bishan and change line. The train stop at yishun and I have to wait for another train, so crowded. In the end, reached quite late, no time for those things I planned to do, so all have to do in a rush.

It was a tiring but enjoyable day. .but 为什么美好的时光总是过得特别快，多想时间永远停留在那一刻。。。。好难过，好依依不舍喔。

Rushed for it the past few days. Because I keep delay on doing it. As for what does QQ means..haha..cannot say.

Elson's speech touched me. By the way, thanks for the hug and surprise. Hope you like the gift. Take care!!!! Will miss you badly.

More photos uploaded at my Facebook.

Happy Sunday!!!!

Last sunday, went to punggol plaza to meet elson and collect my belated birthday card. I have to wait for 1 mth then able to get it. I'm quite afraid he will lost it so I keep remind him. It make me feel like it was my birthday on that day..haha

At 445pm, I was still at home. After ended the call, quickly rush out. when reached there, I was still catching my breathe..lol

Actually I didnt know Elson was coming down, although william hinted to me but I really don't get his hint lor..lol...What a silly qns I asked "who are you?", "Do I know you?". I really must say, I cant recognise his voice on the phone..lol

Group photo before leaving

Elson wanted to take with the card as well..LOL.Hope he like the gift too!! Just a small token. The feeling of the touch is still there, so scary.. My face look abit pale sian.

Took 2 zhi pain photo with elson but non of it sucessfully taken. Don't know is because I'm too nervous or too long didnt zhi pain. My hand was shaking..lol

Birthday card from elson. Thank elson, I like it alot. Will treasure the card. Was quite surprise when I saw the envelope, it was my fav blue. So qiao..His handwriting was so nice..I like his handwriting..:) Saw the same card somewhere today..lol

Just realised, it had been almost 4mths didnt get to heard elson's sing (Live), I miss it so much.

Bought a digital cam at IT fair. But it was my sis who help me to buy..lol..everything I let her decide. Finally can have good quality photo and video. Trying to figure how it work, but most important is how to take photo and video will do.

Actually alot to write about, just that time is not enough for me so have to cut it short

It was a happy sunday, it brighten my day!! So long never have such happy feeling, although it might be short but i'm glad this feeling did came.

.:( Elson going oversea in 4 days time,.will miss him badly......

Introduce 2 songs sang by elson.





我好喜欢Elson版本的 "退后"....很有感情..很多回忆浮现出来。。我也很喜欢“了解”这首歌，一首对我意义很大的歌，以前到现在，我只能说Elson进步了很多。。。

MISSING YOU

I miss elson and YP so much...... Reason is because YP is at thailand and I had not seen elson for quite sometimes too

Haiz..20 june..YP will be back from thailand but on the same day, elson will be going shanghai.

Just saw his status at facebook. Was quite upset when I saw it. Actually I should be happy for him right but I just don't know why, maybe because I miss him. Quite sometime didnt see him, thought will be seeing him soon but yet he going shanghai soon for about 2 weeks. Still haven't get my birthday card from him and pass him something too. Hope it is still with him..hehe

Left about 1 week plus and YP will be back. Really can't wait for him to be back. Miss him alot....

I think YP must had learnt alot during this field trip. Must had gained alot of knowledge too. How I wish I can go oversea for those kind of trip too. As it is really a good chance for you to learn thing that wasn't taught on the book and personal experience it. But I think after he back, more training will b waiting for him..more tough coming on the way..so YP do get ready..

I really hate the feeling of missing someone. Especially those people who are at oversea.

Before I end my post, please help to vote for ELSON SOH as Most Popular ‘Celebrity Talk’ Writer at http://campusrock.weebly.com/youth-wow.html . His article is very well written. Do support him. Thanks

PS:Please do not mistaken. If it is a secret, I wouldnt post it here.

XIAO YU XIAO YU

Watched 100 million singer show just now, lollipop was one of the guest. I really like XIAO YU sooo much. Miss them so much....

(Photo from 奇煜記 Fan page)

Oh ya I really can't stand those 3 things people do when on the bus:

1st: I hate to see people eating on the bus, it really make the smell go around. Are you so hungry? Can't wait until you alight? Don't you understand the sign? Can't you obey the rule?

2nd: Doesn't give up seat to those woman who are with kid or old folk people. While on the way home today, was on the bus and a woman was with a kindergarden kid, no one give up the seat so the mother and son was standing beside me, there was a moment the bus brake and the kid almost fall, I quickly hold him but glad his mum was holding to him.

3rd: I hate people who like to stand on the double deck staircase. How you expect people to get down when you block the way? I understand it was too crowded on the bus but you can't stand on the staircase too, its inconvenient for people to get down.

Yesterday was so tired and not feeling quite well. Have a kind of vomiting feeling, throat was not well, keep coughing and feel weak. At around 11pm plus, I really cant stand it anymore and sign off from MSN. Rested on the sofa for awhile, went to bed quite early. After 12 hrs of sleep, feeling much better but still very tired.

Although yesterday was saturday but it was a busy and tired day for me. There was an event held at the office, after that have to clear the foods. Suppose to knock off at 1pm but in the end, went off at 3plus cos we stay back for a chat. Knowing that another of my colleagues is leaving too. So sad..why so many people leaving?..haiz

Oh ya, interesting conversation with my colleague from Myanmar yesterday.

Colleague: Is he elson, the donut one? (saw my desktop wallpaper)
Me: ya, why? Don't look like him or?
Colleague: He was the singer right?
Me: Yes. Why?
Colleague: He is a singer but why he still selling donut?
Me: LOL..he not selling, he was the Ambassador of Donut Empire.
Colleague: oh i see.

Anyway thanks for your concern toward elson condition after the operation. Thanks

Was reading elson's celebrity talk post just now. His post title was "A few tips from HOW TO TALK TO ANYONE!" Click on the link for the post: http://campusrock.weebly.com/celebrity-talk.html

I find it meaningful so would like to share it here. In his post, he mention that, Do we really know how to communicate and not only communicate, but to also do it effectively? Can we really talk to anyone?

And yes I agree to that, perhaps its easy to talk but not easy to commumicate. Communication is a learning culture. Communcation can cause misunderstand if it wasnt express out well.

One of the tips is "Maintain eye contact". This is the most and tough for me. I hate eye contact, i just don't like. One of my weakness during sch presentation was eye contact, I just afraid to have any eye contact with anyone.

Another song from elson. Would like to share it here. 说了再见 (原唱: 周杰伦). Never heard of this song by Jay Chou. No ideas is new or old song..hehe but after hearding, it was a nice song, nice melody too.



Had been having vomiting feeling for the past few weeks. Wanted to vomit but nothing came out. Cough until my throat was that painful. Eat sour plums but like no use. I hate this feeling, very miserable.

或许对别人仁慈就是对自己残忍
因为我知道对别人好只会迎来误会
我不想因为这个事件迎来更多误会，
我也不想失去任何朋友

我知道你们已经误会我了，以为我是那种人
但我只希望我在乎的人不是那么想的，
他的想法对我很重要
我已不知道要说什么才好或怎么跟你们解释了
我只想对他说，不管怎样，我还是跟以前一样，我并没变

我很努力的想要解释，但你们不曾给我解释的机会
一直很坚觉自己的想发
而否定我所说的一切

我有許多ㄉ無奈,卻並不是三言兩語就能說的明白.